i wanna claw at earth and rip it apart, stripping it's core and gnaw at it like a starved animal. i feel so restless and my hands itches to shred something. my undershirt, my wallpaper, my bed cover, my skin too. this sort of excitement are lowkey dangerous cus i've accidentally hurt myself from it. anyways everybody should read TPWDD ヾ(☆▽☆)
ignoring my growling stomach cus im highkey tired of repeating this shit over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again
random larvae/worm bullshit on my wall and i hit it with the triple combo (bug spray, perfume, eucalyptus oil) and it's dead now but i still feel like shit. i know it's harmless and stuff but i can't shake the feeling of ripping my skin off it's soo annoying. like i'm aware that the fact that it's a living being and overall the texture thingy is the reason i hate creatures like this but there's no solution. i just know i hate it and all i can do is be a lil bitch about it
i feel like my mom just can't accept the fact that im now a full grown adult who is capable of making reasonable decisions and opinions. im starting to see a pattern of me voicing an opinion that i thought my mom would agree with, because, i get it from her, but then she would just disagree because..???
she just can't not fucking argue with me it's either she's right or im wrong(?) like what's up wit that why does she do this i really don't understand what's going on in her head. is it just a reflex to just refute everything i say, just for the love of the game?
It's exactly what you said, she seems to can't accept the fact you can make your own decisions and have your own opinions. I don't know the full story, but your feelings are real here and is valid, it's weird indeed to always disagree on things on things she seems will agree on. It can feel controlling of the situation and she's losing that power over you. So stay strong, what you feel matters too.

yaoi manhwas with sloppy bj, even better if there's scenes for both the seme and uke getting it