ddd's Manga

My favorite part was him injecting blood to be able to save half blood,
But it got a little bit annoying when they wouldn't stop for a lot of time


Also I couldn't help but notice how well drawn this is
Like wow the art

I tooo have been seduced by the fairy!!!

Wow imagine thw courage of telling your parents this
Even if they accept you you don't want it be that kind of person in their eyes

It scares you to death cz even if they accept you to your face, you don't knwo what they are thinking behind theat face, behind that back, and it scares you to death, that the way they will look ta you from that poi t of will be different from then on
It's scary because you will be labeled
And it hurts when it's the person who is your parent, the person who loves you, u know they love you, yet you can't accept the fact that they hurt you, and you knwo we get disappointed in them
Which leads to doubting ourselves and hiding ourselves

MY parents can't accept my hooves,,
I can't even tell my parents what I like or what I WNAT cz I don't want them to judge me,, what do you think about being gay wjne they are extremely homophobic
Man
I wish I could like you know have more freedom there
MY home doesn't feel like home any more whenever parent walk by I gave to change the page or else in. Case they snatch my phone, search my, history, nad ristrict me even more,, like its fear of them finding out who I am
Like even if I act like my real self they tell me 'why dint I act like I act around other peolwl'
Like the only reason I Di yhta with other people is because its social necessity of else it would ruin my relagsiongsios outside and ill be a loner outcast, I can't ekkp the mask at home it's exhausting
I honestly can't after meeting people all dt whwne I come home I just don't hvse the energy to do anything, I get headaches, I get depressed, I feel lethargic I just can't it drains me
Yet hey don't like me, the real me who is quite and sarcastic, they WNAT her, the girl who pretends to smile, and throws fake laughter wvrywhere, she energetic, and social
But that is not me, I cant be like that all the time and they don't like it
Dear parents, introverted is a thing, but noooo
I am in the wrong because I am a trashy human who is not gonna have relashionshipss and end up being hated and abandoned by all peoe and is despised by family because I can't be extroverted at home,
And stop guilt tripping me,,, like how dare you, how could you, I am a child,,, how could you, how could you do that, grandpa's death, bringing up my pats mistakes, thretaing me when I become happy, threatening me hwne my decision that you don't approve of passes through, destroying my self-esteem and trampling on ym feeling

I honestly have almost never had a real conversation with my parents I'm scared what I will say will be told to outsiders, or what u will say will be used against me at a point I do not trust any of those people,,
Whne vwr I am around my friends and oarners at the same time nowadays I always pretend it be unhappy so they won't hold it against me when I get hien 'why are you uuce to your friends and laugh and smile like that but not at hoem'
Bri I'm seriously need to think everywird or sentence I say at home bit knowing which one will tick you or when you'll have a random outburst or whta will get you offended like for real I am scared of even waking past you at this pin t


Bruh I'm making myself depressed I'm not gonna rant anymire




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They don't understand me

Vene if w etry to ahvw a talk to see what wrong
To see what cjangws

They don't understand mw
I feel chocked
I wanna te them, I wanna say, but no. Atter what I say they don't understand me
4he don't knwo what I'm saying, they just don't gwy it, they dint knwo me
They don't k wo me enough to understand me

Os I can just continue to hold it in and hide in silence

Awaa
Uwwuu