chap 141. I’m fascinated by the way they’ve both transformed each other. Garam has managed to bring out some virtues in Heejae that everyone believed he didn’t possess (and that Heejae himself thought he was incapable of), while Heejae has managed to bring out everything ugly and turbulent in Garam. He has twisted Garam’s purity and innocence into something completely different, to the point where even Heejae himself is amazed, and I’d even say frightened, by what he has done. He went from being so terrified of sex to being unable to experience sexual pleasure unless he suffers pain or is abused in some way. I find it extremely erotic, but also tragic for Garam. In some ways, they remind me of Hannigram.
if everyone knew why Ian is doing all this, everyone would fill a whole river with tears. maybe i'm being dramatic, but i love Ian sooo much, he's my beloved and he deserves to burn entire villages
read it if you're reallyyy sure because I don't want to ruin the experience of reading the manhwa
it's horrible, Ian was sold since he was very young as a sexual slave to the Southerners, and the one who bought it was Michele's father, who sexually abused him during that time because he couldn't have sex with his wife who was pregnant with Michele at the time. (And if I remember correctly, one of Michael's brothers somehow abused Ian).
To be very vague and avoid spoiling the experience, Ian wants revenge on Michael's family, including Michael himself. Ian's life is a complete tragedy where the only good thing in the end is the son of the man who abused him all his life.







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