for the buccal fat removal surgery hype like many of Hollywood’s celebrities. But seriously, it’s crazy to see the difference between his face in earlier chapters and now. He looks older too I wonder if the author wanted to make him look more different compared to the MC. They did use to be like twins design wise.
Ohh yes, just gonna vision it like he's really an old geezer
But by chapter 10 I’m wondering where is the part about the ML caring about not hurting the MC lol. I guess when it’s about him feeling good, the MC crying and complaining about pain doesn’t matter lol. I’ll keep going to see if it gets better but it’s so funny how MLs are only upset about MCs being hit and shit only to not give a fuck when it’s time to get their dick wet, treating the bottom like a fleshlight.
Tbf, I'm on the last chapter and that doesn't get any better. I assume that the author is expecting us to interpret the smut scenes like consensual rough roleplay. Especially considering that, spoilers:
There's a scene where mc is upset when ml stops.
But I can't avoid feeling weirded out by the amount of crying and pleas to stop every time they have sex, because the manhwa is not explicitly presenting it as a scene rather than plain abuse. And off the top of my head I remember that ml gets a bit more borderline abusive at a certain point and mc reacts, we don't really see the difference between what was going on normally and in that instance.
So yeah, imo, the manhwa is doing an awful job at separating the consensual non-consensual kink from the actual SA.
Yeah I stopped at chapter 14. The fact that ML is meant to be the guy that shows MC how to be in a relationship where he’s cared for and he can’t even allow MC to go get lube for his freaking first time. Like fuck his potential pain and discomfort. Oh and the fact that being told MC was doing it for the first time didn’t make him stop but instead had him acting even more like douche hornball. Like the author position the master as the bad guy while giving us a subpar ML like poor MC for improving his situation but just barely .
The first two scenes they have was indeed rough and it felt like he only prioritizes his needs.. But he did seem to get better imo..I'm only at chapter 30 so I can't say what's it like for the rest tho.
Like it makes me feel sick thinking of what he did and how his victim is expected to live around the source of his trauma and clearly still deathly scared.
Yep. Considering it's harada, I'm honestly shocked that Reo is the only truly awful messed up character we have to put up with lol.
It’s shocking for sure but makes it even more bitter thinking we almost had a story free of disgusting pieces of shit. So close.
Finding two places where Guwon left “other people as dogs” hint. When he asked MC if he could take him on a walk and when he said it felt like his favorite puppy kicked sand in his face and ran off when he thought MC was afraid of him. Also seeing his expression when he was thinking about whether or not to kiss the MC is hilarious when you realize he was contemplating whether or not to allow a dog to kiss him like MC moved on from that little fact too quickly
Is that why humans are like dogs to him? And if the MC is like Guwon does it mean the MC is also something different?
I wonder why authors keep presenting MCs as smart, strategic and composed in the first chapters, just for it to crumble into mistakes after mistakes. Him only caring about revenge makes sense but he keeps putting himself into situations he can’t handle and acting surprised. And he acts like he knows people and how they work but then get swayed by every little thing, Still I quite like him and the story is interesting. It’s just that I’m not afraid for him but rather I’m waiting for him to see the consequences of his continuous mistakes because I understand what kind of MC we’re dealing with. You know like in horror movies people being mad at the characters for going into dangerous places and telling them “nooo don’t go there”, I’m the type to say “yes please do fuck around and find out because you won’t learn otherwise.”
Chapter 1 part 1 is missing it starts with part 2
From my end, part 2 is missing now as well. Hopefully it comes back.
You can read it for free on t-apas :)
I did that earlier!
Like who are those people lol