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But by chapter 10 I’m wondering where is the part about the ML caring about not hurting the MC lol. I guess when it’s about him feeling good, the MC crying and complaining about pain doesn’t matter lol. I’ll keep going to see if it gets better but it’s so funny how MLs are only upset about MCs being hit and shit only to not give a fuck when it’s time to get their dick wet, treating the bottom like a fleshlight.
Tbf, I'm on the last chapter and that doesn't get any better. I assume that the author is expecting us to interpret the smut scenes like consensual rough roleplay. Especially considering that, spoilers:
There's a scene where mc is upset when ml stops.
But I can't avoid feeling weirded out by the amount of crying and pleas to stop every time they have sex, because the manhwa is not explicitly presenting it as a scene rather than plain abuse. And off the top of my head I remember that ml gets a bit more borderline abusive at a certain point and mc reacts, we don't really see the difference between what was going on normally and in that instance.
So yeah, imo, the manhwa is doing an awful job at separating the consensual non-consensual kink from the actual SA.
Yeah I stopped at chapter 14. The fact that ML is meant to be the guy that shows MC how to be in a relationship where he’s cared for and he can’t even allow MC to go get lube for his freaking first time. Like fuck his potential pain and discomfort. Oh and the fact that being told MC was doing it for the first time didn’t make him stop but instead had him acting even more like douche hornball. Like the author position the master as the bad guy while giving us a subpar ML like poor MC for improving his situation but just barely .
The first two scenes they have was indeed rough and it felt like he only prioritizes his needs.. But he did seem to get better imo..I'm only at chapter 30 so I can't say what's it like for the rest tho.
for the buccal fat removal surgery hype like many of Hollywood’s celebrities. But seriously, it’s crazy to see the difference between his face in earlier chapters and now. He looks older too I wonder if the author wanted to make him look more different compared to the MC. They did use to be like twins design wise.
Ohh yes, just gonna vision it like he's really an old geezer