How do I expect connections
When I leave people on read ,
Type replies and delete them ,
And convince myself they won't understand anyway?
I say I want someone to stay ,
But I go quiet for days
And call it "just being tired"
Like it doesnt slowly push everyone out of my life .
Its not that I don't care -
Its that I don't know how to show it
Without feeling exposed ,
Like im banding someone a version of me
I dont even know like myself .
And then I sit there ,
Watching conversations die in my own hands ,
Wondering why no one tries harder -
As if I didn't disappear first .
I'm trying to remember this manhua I read around 2019 or 2020 the artstyle was a bit fluffy and pastel looking but honestly the story was ass. The bottom was really fragile and overly sensitive he kept worrying that the ML was secretly hanging out with another guy behind his back while the entire city was literally about to get nuked by aliens and the MC was just sitting in his bed but the ML came and saved that little twink
idk what this is but it sounds peak as hell
Lol it sounds like a fever dream ngl
This description has me dying lolll
I want to know, too
if you guys know it please tell me