I think it’s very possible that jooan’s feelings are genuine and not just because of the “heartbreak”. Clearly based on the previous chapters, he’s been self centered and probably only looked at seojoon as a presence that serves him. He probably only saw seojoon as related to him and not seojoon as an independent person, but now because a bunch of sudden changes in his life, he’s had a change in perspective and is seeing all these sides of seojoon he didn’t know before. I still think seojoon is so totally justified in his skepticism but we all know they’re gonna get together and clearly they’re about to get freaky but I think other than showing he can get aroused by him, this chapter he also showed that he was less self- centered by hurting himself to protect seojoon
I think it’s very possible that jooan’s feelings are genuine and not just because of the “heartbreak”. Clearly based on the previous chapters, he’s been self centered and probably only looked at seojoon as a presence that serves him. He probably only saw seojoon as related to him and not seojoon as an independent person, but now because a bunch of sudden changes in his life, he’s had a change in perspective and is seeing all these sides of seojoon he didn’t know before. I still think seojoon is so totally justified in his skepticism but we all know they’re gonna get together and clearly they’re about to get freaky but I think other than showing he can get aroused by him, this chapter he also showed that he was less self- centered by hurting himself to protect seojoon