This is like if Kiss Me, Liar was boring, drawn out, and full of idiots. The plot was so ridiculous and repetitive I dropped at chapter 80 when his dad drugged him and took him away. Like be so for real. On top of that I wasnt invested in the characters relationship or even convinced they loved each other! They spent the entire time running away from their feelings and whining about how they shouldn't be together. I'm going to reread Kiss Me Liar because its all I could think about as I read this.
It was good! The one thing I say about it is the plot was a little superficial. I thoroughly enjoyed it! But the romance between characters felt stiff and lacked exploration. I would have liked to understand why Bayern liked Jayden so much. Frankly it seemed like the moment he realized jayden was his prophesied empress he just gave in and decided to like him. Same with jayden. Why did he like bayern? He seemed to give in just because bayern asked. The plot about the empire, moot, and Conrad was much more thought out than the romance which is what i was here for! Nevertheless it was a good and enjoyable story. I wish the sides were longer!! I need more with the kids v_v
DNF-ing bc I got annoyed by the "regret" plot. Too much angst for my taste. I understand and appreciate those saying its realistic bc it is. And that's definitely why I don't like it. I don't want my bl to resemble reality. If you like heart-wrenching stories with drawn out angst and (presumably) a satisfying ending, this is for you. DNFed at chapter 55 for those curious.
I don't think it's really a regret plot (its all put together if you read it all) although they did have and meniton alot of regrets they were currently having because they were all grieving It's more about understanding that love has its ups and downs, and sometimes the best thing you can do is let someone go because you love them. You'd rather leave with the good memories of the person you loved than hold on until that love turns into resentment or even hatred. As they were holding on in different ways and trying to bury it or hide it or seek it else were or try getting it out of someone who was clearly hurting and not right mind as realizing letting go before things get worse means preserving what was good about the relationship instead of creating something even bigger to regret later for someone you loved for so long or have loved and it had changed into a different kind of love and all of them were loves in different font and not necessarily had to be romantic i
Lwk idk what im saying but if u get whay I mean ykyk
Ahh I was disappointed :(( I liked the premise but I just felt uncomfortable and dissatisfied the whole time. The neutering thing put me off early on and then I feel the emotional development did not make up for it. I don't even know what i wish was different. Maybe I just didn't like the ml... ugh I'm upset by this one.








Okay so I gave this a chance after the GLOWING reviews. I even held on for several more chapters after I started realizing I actually hate this Manga. At chapter 33 I finally gave up and reread through the comments because I couldn't believe something like this was getting so much positive comments. Look, this story isn’t for everybody. The MC is obsessed with the ML who's a piece of shit. He's allegedly a psychopath (not a clinical term we use antisocial personality disorder to describe these people now) which makes him frankly an unlikeable character. He doesnt care about the MC beyond his own entertainment and pleasure. Some people like that, I don't fuck with it. I'm glad there are people out here who enjoy this Manga but I really couldn't stand it. If you're the type who enjoys fluff and romance, skip this.