Why is it that he gets to just leave me . He's so happy now I'm just here, stuck, unable to move on. He has so many friends and I'm just so lonely. Coffee doesn't take your tiredness away , it just let's it come back later stronger and more powerful . In a way he was my coffee keeping the pain aside, and when he left , i was just so lonely and I still am. All the men in my life leave me and I wonder , am I the reason?
coz you make him your world and that's why it's hard to move on + why enter a relationship coz you feel lonely bro that's a redflag for me. this is why many ppl advice before you enter a relationship you need to love yourself first, see the beauty of world yourself alone
just think about dining yourself alone out, do you see yourself pathetic coz you are alone eating by yourself or do you see yourself independent, confident, free, dgaf of others, know your self worth and dont need a companion just to fucking eat outside.
learn to love and build yourself first before enter a relationship gurl. men are not worth crying for
Sounds like ur having a tough time bud. Wishing you well. It might feel unfair, but what other people choose to do is beyond your control. They’re autonomous beings afterall. Only things that are within our control is ourselves and our outlook. I hope you can be kinder to yourself and find solace in not another person, but yourself.

Their definition of a man is to be strong, confident, and straight; well, I don't fit any of those. I feel like I just don't belong anywhere. I don't exactly fit in with the girls and I don't fit in with the boys. I try to join conversations but I eventually get drowned out by their noise. They don't hear me. I don't have a voice. I wish I could just leave this school already. I try to fit in but it'll never work. I think he's just trying to tell me to stop trying to fit in with his friend group. I think I'm just not meant to be here.
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Everything gets better when you grow up dont worry. You find a job you like, or a hobby you like, or a club you like, and you make friends with people with similar interests, and life gets better. Hang in there buddy
I joined an art club and im friends with some old people! They are really sweet
I sympathize with you, hang in there, some day there will be that special person/peers/group that will include, a place where you're meant to be, maybe not now, not there, here or tomorrow but maybe someday. Just hang in there, life is challenging, everyone knows that and we always find the smallest happiness there is everyday to survive that loneliness we feel. It's okay to not fit in than to try to fit in and hurting yourself over and over again from trying. I wish you happiness :3