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shantel August 30, 2020 9:52 pm

Isn't anyone going to talk about how the omegas lifespan had been shortened due to the overuse of the suppressants and now added unto that is childbirth which they stated made his body frail so basically he doesn't have many years up ahead and is gonna die soon.

So though it was a happy ending, when I think about their years to come all I see is grief and pain for the alpha and the child and that really breaks my heart, it's literally sinking and I feel like I'm the only one... am I?

    kurimaomao August 31, 2020 12:02 am

    You're not the only one, i share the pain with you ಥ_ಥ

    KatriinaLamperouge August 31, 2020 12:15 am

    Damn I forgot about that...
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    Thanks alot ╥﹏╥

    sui bian August 31, 2020 12:33 am

    but on the bright side, their son managed to grow to past infantry and Mio is still alive... also i think Keisei had them live in the countryside so Mio can continue to recuperate, in a way at least he's far from those stressful relatives

    Poopy Momster August 31, 2020 2:41 am

    Fck it up Seokjin August 31, 2020 4:19 am

    Eye---

    kkllzzapire August 31, 2020 8:38 am

    NOOOOO DON'T REMIND ME

    shantel August 31, 2020 2:09 pm
    You're not the only one, i share the pain with you ಥ_ಥ kurimaomao

    That fact just makes this good manga depressing and I hate that

    shantel August 31, 2020 2:10 pm
    Damn I forgot about that....................................Thanks alot ╥﹏╥ KatriinaLamperouge

    Lol sorryyyyy

    shantel August 31, 2020 2:14 pm
    but on the bright side, their son managed to grow to past infantry and Mio is still alive... also i think Keisei had them live in the countryside so Mio can continue to recuperate, in a way at least he's far fr... sui bian

    Yeah that's the bright side, but then there is also the fact that Keisei and his son don't really have a good relationship, so if Mio were to die it kind of gives off the vibe that the two won't have a good relationship since the son thinks that his dad hates him due to the fact that he made his moms body weak and keisei doesn't seem like he really knows how to communicate which makes their relationship very fragile

    shantel August 31, 2020 2:15 pm
    NOOOOO DON'T REMIND ME kkllzzapire

    lol sorrry

    KatriinaLamperouge August 31, 2020 9:03 pm
    Yeah that's the bright side, but then there is also the fact that Keisei and his son don't really have a good relationship, so if Mio were to die it kind of gives off the vibe that the two won't have a good rel... shantel

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    You are so not sorry!! (/TДT)/
    Just stopp! Haven't u caused enough pain-


    Jkjk ┗( T﹏T )┛

    shantel August 31, 2020 9:20 pm
    (╯°Д °)╯╧╧You are so not sorry!! (/TДT)/ Just stopp! Haven't u caused enough pain- Jkjk ┗( T﹏T )┛ KatriinaLamperouge

    Please forgive the hurtful me but I don't want to suffer alone Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

shantel May 22, 2020 8:23 am

Does anyone have any recommendations of manga just like Reiri where there is a female lead who is strong with the sword or fighting in general. I would really appreciate any and all recommendations. Thanks in advance.

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shau_ntae October 12, 2020 5:21 pm

Today my step siblings brought up the issue about me watching yaoi and they were laughung saying that I watch pornography. I mean yeah yaoi is a kinda exotic and stuff but should it be considered as watching porn? As much as I tried to deny that it wasn't porn in my head I realized that it was not far from it. I tried to raise the point that in yaoi there is a story in it but at the same time I felt so exposed and I did not like it. How should I defend myself from criticism or how should I make myself not feel bad about reading it?

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 5:36 pm

    How you say? Just dont be in denial and accept the fact that it is indeed gay porn. Yeah it has a plot and all but the part where the sexual intercourse is explicitly shown is porn.

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 5:45 pm
    How you say? Just dont be in denial and accept the fact that it is indeed gay porn. Yeah it has a plot and all but the part where the sexual intercourse is explicitly shown is porn. ✨Suujin

    I know what you mean and I did try to accept it to them and said 'yes i do watch gay porn' but then it's annoying because they were busy laughing and making jokes like you search for porn to watch and you are dirty or that you are a sex master like seriously how annoying is that? So when you get teased like that sometimes you just feel like denying it even after accepting it.

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 5:46 pm
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    The balance between the plot and sex scene doesnt matter. The explicitly shown sex in itself is porn.

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 5:47 pm

    they consider hentai basically porn. honestly, yaoi plots, (sometimes, when there are plots) the sex parts are just two guys fucking. yes, two guys having sex is gay porn

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 5:50 pm
    I know what you mean and I did try to accept it to them and said 'yes i do watch gay porn' but then it's annoying because they were busy laughing and making jokes like you search for porn to watch and you are d... shau_ntae

    Ah yeah I understand your part. Youre just in for the plot and not for the porn. That's why you got upset because it made you look like you were solely in for the porn. Am I right?

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 5:54 pm
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    I totally get what you mean, like I don't watch yaoi for the sex or anything, I mean if the story is great the sex part is just a bonus, or no sex at all is good if the story is great like this one http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/smells_like_green_spirit/ . I'm 19 and not a young girl or anything so there's nothing wrong with me reading it. But then people will always want to make you seem dirty for reading it or just make fun of you and that sucks

    YesButLikeNo October 12, 2020 5:54 pm

    Pretty sure yaoi is porn, just BL porn. That being said, nothing wrong with reading yaoi, no need to feel bad about it. Yaoi being porn doesn't mean it lacks a good plot nor should you be ashamed of reading it.

    Bchan October 12, 2020 5:55 pm

    when my cousins bring this up I just rebut with "it's like a telenovela/kdrama, only it's with two guys and sometimes there's sex."

    honestly the idea that yaoi = gay porn will always be there. even if you're in it for the fluff. imo, its only a matter of developing a thick enough skin to not give a fuck about what others are gonna say about it.

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 5:58 pm
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    Mhhh I get your point and I kinda agree but then the part in yaoi that has the sex scenes despite the plot are pornographic aren't they?

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 5:59 pm
    they consider hentai basically porn. honestly, yaoi plots, (sometimes, when there are plots) the sex parts are just two guys fucking. yes, two guys having sex is gay porn spoopy mushroom cloud

    Lol so yaoi lovers should be called gay porn lovers

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 6:04 pm
    Ah yeah I understand your part. Youre just in for the plot and not for the porn. That's why you got upset because it made you look like you were solely in for the porn. Am I right? ✨Suujin

    Well I am in it for both the plot and the sex. But them making it like I'm a porn addict who goes around looking for porn pissed me off. They made it look like I'm some dirty person. So i tried to explain how porn is different from yaoi but i don't think it got through to them.

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 6:07 pm
    Pretty sure yaoi is porn, just BL porn. That being said, nothing wrong with reading yaoi, no need to feel bad about it. Yaoi being porn doesn't mean it lacks a good plot nor should you be ashamed of reading i... YesButLikeNo

    Yeah I get you but then people it seem like you are some horny person and I don't like that

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 6:08 pm
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    ... if they show dick and pussy in that so called "normal" movie, then that part would be technically porn. if they are actually having sex and not just waking up in the morning or just implying things, yes it's still porn.

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 6:10 pm
    when my cousins bring this up I just rebut with "it's like a telenovela/kdrama, only it's with two guys and sometimes there's sex."honestly the idea that yaoi = gay porn will always be there. even if you're in ... Bchan

    Hahaha I love your comeback and spirit. you should definitely give me some more good comeback lines.

    shau_ntae October 12, 2020 6:12 pm
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    OMG thank you, the hypocrisy is so much there.

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 6:14 pm
    ... if they show dick and pussy in that so called "normal" movie, then that part would be technically porn. if they are actually having sex and not just waking up in the morning or just implying things, yes it'... spoopy mushroom cloud

    Exactly. And emphasis on "THAT PART would technically be porn". It doesnt necessarily make the *whole* story as porn but *that specific part* is porn.

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 6:16 pm
    OMG thank you, the hypocrisy is so much there. shau_ntae

    explain, please. just because you don't want to be "someone that reads gay porn" doesn't mean it isn't true. if you read yaoi WITH explicit scenes involving sex (not shounen-ai) then it is gay porn. not the story in general, but the scenes where they show dick insert in asshole and *squelch squelch*

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 6:18 pm
    Lol so yaoi lovers should be called gay porn lovers shau_ntae

    no, only if someone ONLY reads yaoi/BL for the gay sex.


    also i hate the labels thanks

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:25 pm

    ok u can imagine bl like movies some movie doesn't have any mature scene in bl it's called shouen ai and some movie are gonna have mature scenes that doesn't make that porn they have some story to tell like The tale of the yellow dragon or Wolf in the house again some yaoi are gonna be straight up sex and nothing much like Yours to claim or Window to window the whole premise is set up to show them having sex ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ u can call those porn. I hope u got my point

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 6:26 pm
    Well I am in it for both the plot and the sex. But them making it like I'm a porn addict who goes around looking for porn pissed me off. They made it look like I'm some dirty person. So i tried to explain how p... shau_ntae

    I see. I cant say that you should just brush it off with the you do you attitude because it really did bother you and that would be insensitive of me. All I can say is that there's nothing wrong in reading yaoi (uhm fetishizing is one, but i do think thats not your case haha). I also hope youll be emotionally strong when they continue to bother you with it. Uhm amd here's a good read: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cinema_next_door/ Although its just a short scene, Im sure you can sympathize with the neighbor ;> I hope that this story will cheer you up, even just a little. Have a great day!! ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:29 pm
    I see. I cant say that you should just brush it off with the you do you attitude because it really did bother you and that would be insensitive of me. All I can say is that there's nothing wrong in reading yaoi... ✨Suujin

    hey I love this one it's like a film ヾ(☆▽☆)

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:31 pm
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    yeah bro that's because it's basically rape . window to window is not like that

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 6:37 pm
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    I didnt say the that the whole huge genre is all porn. The sex scene IN ITSELF is porn--the sex part where the top inserts his dick in the bottom asshole.

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:37 pm
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    Agreed I have seen hentai that just jumps into sex then there are some yaoi like that too but most of them show their reletionship and its growth that is not really porn

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:38 pm
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    I know right !

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 6:42 pm
    hey I love this one it's like a film ヾ(☆▽☆) (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy

    Riiight??? I really love it too!! I want it to have more chapters, but 4 chapters is just the right length with no unnecessary twist and turns. But i still want more chapters because I want to know more about their lmfao ಥ‿ಥ

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:44 pm
    I didnt say the that the whole huge genre is all porn. The sex scene IN ITSELF is porn--the sex part where the top inserts his dick in the bottom asshole. ✨Suujin

    I don't really agree with the all sex scenes are porn then again everyone has different definitions of porn so.... ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 6:47 pm
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    Were not equating yaoi with porn. The sex scenes in yaoi is porn. Not the whole genre of yaoi

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:47 pm
    Riiight??? I really love it too!! I want it to have more chapters, but 4 chapters is just the right length with no unnecessary twist and turns. But i still want more chapters because I want to know more about t... ✨Suujin

    it has to be one of the most aesthetically pleasing bl in the whole site and it's colored too the lines don't seem unnecessary rather much like reading a good short story and I want more too ╥﹏╥

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 6:50 pm

    and I don't really understand what's wrong with reading porn I mean your cousins must watch porn too right so why the discrimination ? and u are not even watching real life people only 2D characters

    ✨Suujin October 12, 2020 6:52 pm
    I don't really agree with the all sex scenes are porn then again everyone has different definitions of porn so.... ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy

    I'm pertaining to those sex scenes with very explicit details that are meant to arouse sexual desire

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 7:13 pm
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    .... then you mean shounen-ai. yaoi HAS explicit sex. shounen-ai doesn't.

    Kash October 12, 2020 7:16 pm

    Sweet and simple ans...... Duh!,, r u a Saint...... Cuz... I'm not.........
    And just don't tell anyone that u read yaoi cuz, we can't expect others to understand us....... And of course they'll make fun(cuz it's a job of humans to make fun of other human beings) ... My eldest sis is also Fujioshi and my elder sis is not and she knows that we read yaoi and makes fun of us and we two 200% ignores her and then she'll stop... She even brought it up in front of by bro ... My brother was shocked at 1st time.... And the 2nd time he ignored her too like I am hearing nothing ... Siblings do it in order to tease and for attention. So, don't give them attention........
    And others comments r really amusing to read......... ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Bchan October 12, 2020 7:20 pm
    Hahaha I love your comeback and spirit. you should definitely give me some more good comeback lines. shau_ntae

    just dont think too much of it. if you show them a flustered/affected reaction they're bound to keep teasing you about it. besides people will always judge regardless so just have fun and do what you do.

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 7:22 pm
    Sweet and simple ans...... Duh!,, r u a Saint...... Cuz... I'm not......... And just don't tell anyone that u read yaoi cuz, we can't expect others to understand us....... And of course they'll make fun(cuz it... Kash

    wow you are actually right one time my cousin made fun of me because I didn't comb my hair and I was at home !

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 7:22 pm
    I'm pertaining to those sex scenes with very explicit details that are meant to arouse sexual desire ✨Suujin

    seems fair enough mine is a little different tho

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 7:37 pm
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    only yaoi? dude, i'm not sure you know what yaoi is. yaoi HAS explicit sex, and they show the dicks (whether lightsabers or uncensored) and shounen-ai is more focused on plot and is basically a shoujo but with two boys, so NO sex. For example, At the End of the Road isn't yaoi, which means it had a gay couple BUT no gay sex :)

    (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy October 12, 2020 7:40 pm
    only yaoi? dude, i'm not sure you know what yaoi is. yaoi HAS explicit sex, and they show the dicks (whether lightsabers or uncensored) and shounen-ai is more focused on plot and is basically a shoujo but with ... spoopy mushroom cloud

    umm explict sex does not apply for ALL yaoi .some yaoi are based on plot too

    yikes October 12, 2020 7:59 pm
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    "as long as they show love between the two parnters" So you mean to say romanticized porn is not considered porn? Romanticized porn is a thing in the porn industry though Also, do you mean to say that Zilv Gudel, a gay porn actor who posts sext tapes with his fiance on PH, is not posting porn videos?

    Kash October 12, 2020 8:00 pm

    Well..... Yaoi shows sex so it is in one way porn but not entirely...... And of course, when someone gonna make fun of u they'll choose the weakest point.... AND if u want to know what comes under porn or what doesn't then Google it..... Books also comes in Porn which shows *"#@...... my book" thermodynamical physics "is also a book but it doesn't mean it's porn...... In same way u can't describe something by considering one point of view.... U have to relatively consider it........ And they shau-natae asking how to deal with others who just consider it as porn.........

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 8:13 pm
    umm explict sex does not apply for ALL yaoi .some yaoi are based on plot too (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy

    like i said, i don't think you guys know what yaoi is... if it's YAOI then it has explicit sex, whether or not there is plot along with it. shounen-ai does not have sex at all, and is all plot.

    spoopy mushroom cloud October 12, 2020 8:28 pm
    these 3 are tagged as yaoi and have a decemt plot but... NOT PORN pg28-31:http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/utakata_no_uroko/hs/mpn_chapter-2218737/pg-28/BORDERLINE PORN pg33-38: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga... yikes

    if it has explicit sex in it, then it's yaoi. it doesn't matter if they only have sex once. if they have explicit sex, it's yaoi.

    Bchan October 12, 2020 8:29 pm

    calling a spade a spade.. I agree with spoopy mushroom here. if it's yaoi then you can definitely expect there to be explicit sex.

    it just so happens that not all Yaoi is centered around the sex. Some has fluff story with minimal/short/not so graphic erotic scenes (but the sex is still definitely there or atleast is heavily implied), while some has dem hot and steamy, get down and freaky sex (what I would consider porn).

    Shounen Ai however is all that fluff with some kissing and light petting maybe? ya know PG13 stuff.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 7:51 am
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    True that I'm 19 and there's nothing wrong with me reading what I'm reading. If they tease me about it I'll just ignore them.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 7:57 am
    explain, please. just because you don't want to be "someone that reads gay porn" doesn't mean it isn't true. if you read yaoi WITH explicit scenes involving sex (not shounen-ai) then it is gay porn. not the sto... spoopy mushroom cloud

    Yes I do agree, the part with the sex in yaoi can be considered porn but then why don't they consider movies with sex parts as porn as-well and that's just being hypothetical

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:01 am
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    As people who read yaoi we understand that but this is more about how we can make people who do not read yaoi understand that point.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:03 am
    no, only if someone ONLY reads yaoi/BL for the gay sex. also i hate the labels thanks spoopy mushroom cloud

    Outsiders will always view it as you reading it for the gay sex even if you don't

    also sorry if i offended you, I'll be more careful

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:05 am
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    That's true people will always view things the way they want to and don't care to understand the other side.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:09 am
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    Sorry for the stupid label

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:10 am
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    Thank you, your feedback is 100% accurate.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:11 am
    ok u can imagine bl like movies some movie doesn't have any mature scene in bl it's called shouen ai and some movie are gonna have mature scenes that doesn't make that porn they have some story to tell like The... (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy

    Yeah I get your point

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:18 am
    I see. I cant say that you should just brush it off with the you do you attitude because it really did bother you and that would be insensitive of me. All I can say is that there's nothing wrong in reading yaoi... ✨Suujin

    Thank you for the recommendation (⌒▽⌒) I'll definitely read it. I hope I'll be emotionally strong too especially if we get in an argument and they use that to insult me lol I'll probably be sad

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:21 am
    I don't really agree with the all sex scenes are porn then again everyone has different definitions of porn so.... ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy

    Not to put labels on it or anything but what would you call the sex parts?

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:27 am
    and I don't really understand what's wrong with reading porn I mean your cousins must watch porn too right so why the discrimination ? and u are not even watching real life people only 2D characters (✿❛◡❛) precious spoopy

    I'm 19 and my cousins the girl one is 12 and the boy is 15 so like they are kids and i asked them if they have never seen porn before and they said, 'they have but unlike me they don't go around looking for porn to read'. The point that they are not real life people simply did not go through to them and really they are exhausting.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:35 am
    Sweet and simple ans...... Duh!,, r u a Saint...... Cuz... I'm not......... And just don't tell anyone that u read yaoi cuz, we can't expect others to understand us....... And of course they'll make fun(cuz it... Kash

    Well I didn't tell them that I read yaoi, more like my she was using my computer without permission and happened to see it and i don't like people using my things without permission and that also pissed me off. I think what you said is true and good advice, the best solution is to just ignore them because if you try to respond it'll be like adding fuel to the fire.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:36 am
    just dont think too much of it. if you show them a flustered/affected reaction they're bound to keep teasing you about it. besides people will always judge regardless so just have fun and do what you do. Bchan

    Yeah, i think ignoring them or paying them no attention is the best.

    shau_ntae October 13, 2020 8:44 am
    Well..... Yaoi shows sex so it is in one way porn but not entirely...... And of course, when someone gonna make fun of u they'll choose the weakest point.... AND if u want to know what comes under porn or what ... Kash

    Yeah but if people want to see what they want to see and understand what they want to understand it's best to just ignore them because their purpose is not to understand but to tease.

shantel June 5, 2020 10:09 pm

Hey guys, I would very much appreciate if I could get manga recommendations for manga similar to the following (which include a sword-woman or/and strong female lead ) :

1) Reiri - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/reiri/
2) Soloist of the Prison - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/soloist_of_the_prison/
3) Kemono no Souja - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kemono_no_souja/

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