I was grinning so hard all the way through that my cheeks are sore! I loved how Ichi was touching Oze with ulterior motives, but the touch itself wasn't creepy at all and was consensual; also, the transition from innocent to intimate touches was so comfortable. I suspected Ichi of being manipulative, but he turned out to be so pampering, thoughtful, sweet and expressive, and I loved how Oze wasnopen minded and honest instead of misunderstanding things! Most importantly loved how the intimacy was non-explicit; the details are amazing!
I adore this artist's works, beautiful and thoughtful And Hiro gives me cuteness aggression. Also, they're good people and parents, if het couples poured that much thoughtfulness into things the world would be a better place. I've horrible parents that's why I don't wanna have kids, I'm a little jealous of Hiro and cried a bit too cause they genuinely deserve having children.
About ml not having anything he likes/dislikes, I wanna share my story. I've been called unfussy by my relatives but tasteless by my classmates, I'd made me peace with having no opinion, attraction or enthusiasm in anything and moved on, I am even not sure if I'd loved the people I dated. But now in my mid 20-s after going through therapy I realised that I was so busy surviving in my trauma, I didn't have a chance to even explore myself. I'm trying to get in touch with my emotions and know myself slowly and it's an amazing journey, it's ok to have nothing or everything, it's okay to change later too. I also relate to the insomnia part, and I love the characters and their designs, the translation could have been better tho.
The body pillow reminded me of that meme: Ah Yes. Me. My Boyfriend. And His 500 Dollar Four Foot Tall body pillow of me. Lol! Honestly tho Jaegyu is such green flag with his feminist mindset and cat loving that I'm ready to forget the fact he's an actor and he may kiss other people on screen Also I loved the fact that he got a fan as lover who's not delusional but trained in psychology, I hope they'll keep on being honest with each other tho cause I'm sure psychologists can fake shi just as much as an actor The emotional intelligence of the characters isn't a joke tho so I've full trust that they'll stay together forever! I like his cousin a lot, he's equally calm and Intelligent just like Cheongrok, no wonder they hit off so well, and again I appreciate them being so honest and open, that's the best match for someone with anxiety, which they both have, love them giving reassurance to eo instead of having some moral superiority. Everyone's a bit crazy here but not in a bad way, even a vanilla and smut avoiding person like me found the kinky sex adorable! The attention to details throughout the story is such a chef's kiss, just please adopt the kitties?











I get this cuteness aggression when I see them being cute and the urge to squish their cheeks