I made a choice to read some of the comments left here, before I finished reading. Which kinda made me more anxious about the potential for angsty drama in regards to the plot. And while I agree with the other comments, my own mind really pulled ne along for a ride.
All in all, I really enjoyed this. It had focus on communication, and I kinda enjoyed reading along to some of the characters' thoughts. The fluff factor there was tremendous.
With that said,, my biggest PERSONAL issue is probably the abundant bi-erasure that is deeply rooted in the YAOI genre. And I really wish that we could all embrace the idea that you can't always predetermine and pick who you are into, or who you are not.
In that regard, the best Bi Rep was probably President Sunbeam, and I just don't accept that. T.T
This story is far from perfect as it stands, but it had a a very wholesome bi vibe despite everything.
And for the most glaring of flaws, my eyelids kinda works as a "selective reading" accessory. Something I wish my ears had at times. ^^.
The 2020 Manhua did fit the Anime/Donhua better in art style, but I am looking forward to seeing what the 2025/Remake will get up to. (=・ω・=)
The biggest issue with the absurd amount of abuse in this story, is that it is such wasted potential.
The art is good. The plot could have led to to do many places if handled properly. The characters reactions would even have made sense because by god teenagers can be dumb, if there had just been any kind of care taken to create something that wasn't just rape on rape.
Like... The MC already enjoys showing off on camera. But at no point does he even even think to himself "geez. This sounds kinda hot" as some sort of indication that it could be a fantasy of his. The consent is continuously not given. And not even in a CNC kind of way. It is just flat out SA.
And like ... I get it... Communication is hard. But like... Even with a severe suspension of belief, this is so far from romance.
I sincerely hope that anyone who reads this understands that this is in no way acceptable, realistic, or legal. Do not do this at home kids - or adults or whatever you are - just .. don't ..
Fuck... If I had not left my word smithery behind me, I would be tempted to rewrite this to a consensual exploration of sex rather than whatever this is supposed to be.
This really should have more trigger warnings or be on warning lists. Like... I cannot count the amount of rape in this.
A rape fantasy is only hot because it is something wanted. That is the fantasy part. Without it, it is just rape.
Damn, bruh.
This should be required reading for any neurospicy person. Just... read it...
The whole communicating before, during, and after. Dialogue and asking for consent like: "Can I...?", "Does it feel good..?", "You are cute when you feel good..", etc.
Even the suggestion of 'pretend dating', as well as the assumption drama seems pretty spot on for a first love kinda thing.
Take heed, my peeps! While definitely Vanilla by most standards, and a suspicious lack of lube for two boys, this is honestly one of the best depictions (imho) of first love, first time and how communication is so important, even when it is uncomfortable.
A+ my peeps.