i came here half expecting smut to add to my goon list and half expecting a decent story but damn this made me feel a whole lot of emotions… it’s so angsty and i hated one or each or both characters at different points in the story but also somehow understood them even if i would’ve never made the same choices myself. the plot got a little bit confusing later on bc there was a lot to keep track of with the war stuff and the people involved, and i kept questioning how they got away with everything especially with the military espionage stuff. but overall it was a good read, even sophisticated in relation to the sea of bl slop out there











damn idk if i can finish this one LMFAO i just got to the part where 2nd ml saved mc’s bird ass from getting gang r*ped and the whole time im still lowkey thinking he’s the better choice for mc. sucks he gets neglected like most 2nd ml do though. despite being a bit controlling it’s evident that he at least cares about mc unlike ml who only likes his boypussy smfh. but honestly tho i don’t even blame ml anymore bc mc is so dumb most of the time what else is he even good for at this point like damn. everyone sucks here don’t think ima finish it esp with all the other flames in the comments and the art style twinkifying everyone later on too
actually at least it’s good for gooning material so i think i’ll just turn my brain off and read for that instead
this is so real holy crap. i wasted time reading this, dont be like me and go do something productive┗( T﹏T )┛