god it was hard to get to ch 60 so far. such a drag to read when mc is so unlikable. he’s such an unpleasant character and so needlessly stubborn to the point of just being annoying like i literally don’t see why ml has a thing for him at all. and on that note i don’t see/ feel any chemistry between them, it’s just mc bitching all the time at ml and ml being so secretive/ mr. mysterious to the point where he’s kind of just boring lol. so yeah not only is mc kind of stupid (everyone hates those type of ukes already too) he’s just genuinely an unpleasant person to read about. i like bitchy bratty bottoms but this one is just obstinate for the sake of being spiteful and it is NOT cute
hahahahaha ngl i don't like the mc too but he grew on me and actually saw that he had character development, it may be slow but he did improve
lowkey idk if i wanna continue like is it rly worth it
i’ve been following this since debut and even paid for it on lezhin at one point in time bc the art was nice and the plot was pretty intriguing, but over time this entire series deteriorated into fucking hot ass, left out in the sun ass, garbage. on top of having unplanned hiatuses over and over which dragged this shit out to the point where no one even knows what’s goin on anymore (including the creators apparently) the art, plot, and characterization all curdled into a fuckin unreadable mess in the end. what a damn shame bc this really had potential but i have no idea what happened after season 1 ended to turn this whole thing into utter dog shit that i started hate reading atp LMAO. i’m kinda relieved it’s finally over and i’m pretty sure the author and artist are too bc of how rushed and disjointed everything was especially nearing the end but i’m lowkey also kinda mad bc i genuinely was invested in this and they fucked it up so bad smfh. -100 stars
Preach! For real, what a mess!
This had so much potential but got totally ruined. Such a disapointment.
I had to read till the end cause I'm stubborn but man, that was torture.
was he jerking off bc the ml’s pheromones were lingering on mc’s clothes? idt he was jerking off to the mc was he? i wonder if any alpha’s pheromones do it for him or if the “brother” and ml and mc have a shared past somehow… hmm feels kinda weird having the “brother” and ml potentially be involved but i could be wrong lol
toxic as all hell but gotdamn if the sex don’t make for some good porn
agree with the topic title
i think i’m too dumb to get the ending fully like did mc just go crazy at the end even if he’s still living with 2nd ml?? bc 1st ml is in prison so it’s just a hallucination right and mc just got out of bed (that 2nd ml was still in bc they’re together now) to go draw on his own and have convos w the demons in his head?
I dont think the 2nd ml and him are actually together together. 2nd ml, from what i believe, wants to take care of him and help him because he has had feelings for him since forever. Our mc is very truamatized and was manipulated into the idealology of the 1st ml, also 1st ml just straight up abused him the whole time, both mentally and physically. It is common for victims to want that comfort their abuser provided even though its wrong. When victims seek out their abuser, it is often a complex trauma response. I think ml was pretty brainwashed. Idk how to really put it into the correct words but search up these 2 things I think it'll help with the understanding of the ending a bit-- "victims seeking out their abuser" and "victims imagining their abuser". One more thing, ml has been having delusions, example with him imagining his character talking to him, so im not surprised that he is having delousions of 1st ml. Sorry if my sentences dont flow together correctly.
oh ok so my original thought was correct then that mc’s mind kind of broke and he’s not sane anymore at the end. i do feel bad for 2nd ml bc he’ll probably always end up being in second place even if he’s taking care of mc but i mean he did choose it himself so… unhappy ending all around i guess
dropped this at chapter 20, mc is so weird and kinda creepy i honestly got secondhand embarrassment reading about his pathetic ass on top of that i’m sorry but he’s lowkey just not that good looking and the art is mid at best
Honestly, they show mls perspective and it's much better.
i dropped it a few chaps before the ending because the story wasn’t too compelling and felt generic and cliche. boring overall tbh but it’s fine if you have nothing else to read, 2/5 stars