I feel like crying again today.
I'm just assuming that it's a oneshot, but it's a manga about the seme's wife (I think) who died. The seme became super depressed, and so the uke basically became the wife's substitute for the seme, but he never realised because he was blinded by his want for her. After realising that his wife will never come back or something, he kills himself.
I just had a sudden urge to read something sad and depressing :>
Looking for a manga I’ve read in the past, but I can only remember the ending of it..
I remember the uke wanted to go to Germany or something without the seme, but in the end, they go together.
I think 20 years after the initial story, the uke dies to a disease or cancer or something, and another 20 years later, we see the seme going to the uke’s grave.
I’m pretty sure the uke was a doctor and someone taught Japanese to young kiddos in Germany.
I think I remember a kid asking if the seme was gonna go back to Japan, but he said that he’d spend the rest of his days with the uke? This isn’t the main story btw, just the side story at the end.
I also remembered that I cried and sobbed like an idiot reading this.
How useful. :>

I want purity, gayness, and plot. I've been reading a crap ton of impure, plot-less gay PORN (as they do), but now I want to change! (Lies)
Doesn't have to even be shounen ai anymore. I just need purity in my life. Thank you in advance ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
Kami-sama no iutoori (it has brackets beside it if you search the name)
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/290483/
Kamisama no iutoori may be pure on the sex part but I don't think anyone would call it pure…
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/427758/
sksksk this manga is literally a splash of holy water to the face. its short and cute and so pure it just kills you. the age difference might kind of get to you thoo..
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nenene/
Read this http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/vanilla_chocolate_cigarette/ to restore your faith in good yaoi out there. I know they make up the minority, but they do exist.
The uke is pure af
well yeah, i feel you. its the reason why i created this list a few years ago, for eye purification purposes
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/50784/