i’ve been reading this to get to the good begging and yearning, but it never got to that point. jaekyung was still a dirtbag and they ended it off like they both had faults, when it was really only jaekyung acting out. kim dan was way too forgiving and it just leaves such a sour taste in my mouth cause it feels like he just doesn’t understand how bad he was treated. i need serious remorse and everyone around jaekyung to bully him so that he never forgets what he did to kim dan.
i was only a bit bugged by the stupidly long eyelashes that he has, but then he started apologizing to that bitch who sexually assaulted him with an unconsentual kiss. like him crying is obviously an act and the punch was well deserved for what he did, but to not notice that and to kneel down to him pissed me off so bad. it feels like a mischaracterization just so they can move on with the plot where mr. ki somehow involved with hoyeon, but after how hoyeon has lived his life, it’s hard to believe that he is that naive. i wanna know what happens to the main couple, but this just made me so angry i have to stop. SA should never be normalized or downplayed with the perpetrators never seeing any punishment.
i absolutely loved the story and how well it portrayed the complex emotions of each character, but i still hate how the family was so willing to trick everyone for their own gain only to completely switch up at the end. it’s been seven years and you’re only going to help and treat your son right after he regains his memories AFTER he tried to khs from the lies you fed him? i also hate how the pinned the blame on hakyung like they didn’t cause this whole mess. but ig that’s what makes a good villian
they rushed through the intro like mom died, grandma in the hospital, huge debt, homeless now, signs a contract with no information, blah blah blah. it’s so predictable with no thought behind the actions and it got annoying. like they didn’t even touch on the mother’s will and just left it as a side note. no one explains anything and i don’t want to have to read to the end to find out what is supposed to be explained in the beginning. everything just feels so forced.










i can’t even finish reading it bc the husband treats him so nice but the brother has to come in and ruin everything. they always have to make the uke so miserable and powerless it’s disgusting