imgonna kill myself. reading 214 before my day began isthe worst decision ever.
FUCK another week till nme updates. another week of suffering ...!!!!
i cant wait for the next monday. but my midterms next tues so i guess i can wait ...!
OKOK NOW WE MOVE ONTO JOOYOUNG !!! dude i swear if jooyoungs career is over because of that stupid brother of sihyun's. i'll spawn into this story and kill him myself !!!!
fuck man . holy moly i couldnt even bring myself to finish the chapter it hurts so bad. i almost sobbed in class. garam ..!!! you have to show heejae you'd do fine without him :(( cmon ...!!
never once had i experienced such excruciating pain since orv dude. its been a while since i've been this fixated on a media. i need monday to come but i no longer can afford it to come 'cus i'd genuinely kms if monday comes.
i've been rereading, on ch.137 rn. but its just so heartbreaking ... waah dear heejae ...stop dehumanizing yourself!!! youre not a knife youre just a human who was hurt terribly by words before ... he can be genuinely so thoughtful, but what garam needs rn is words of consolation, affirmation not just actions .
fuck fuck!!!! fuckfuckcydjsjfn heejae dude truly a being born for music ...you fumbled so bad !!!! this time he'll hopefully learn his lesson .... i bawled so hard my nose hurts
dude. their breakup is impacting me more than my own wtf ///
(this is a joke. my partner and i were incompatible & miserable together.)
this js so good....as everyone else said, the pacing is literally perfect
im so impatient im about to call my homophobic religious korean friend to translate /j.
rereading as i wait for the next chapter instead of studying for chem midterm heheh



