Why do they both like playing with fire. Give me more.
God i wish Ryan wasn't an adrenaline junkie and would just let well enough let alone. He's used up his wild card. Shown just how capable he is.
If Ryan gets caught again Lor-got-a-million-backup-plans-Enzo is definitely going to take even more precautions so he wont escape. I'm just hoping that Enzo develops a taste for the chase so he doesn't clip Ryan's wings.
Gosh I love Ryan's character. Cuz wdym he's rich, seems like an orphan, has an old butler waiting for him, and seems like he only does this job purely because he loves the thrill and the people aspect of it? I mean his personality is so perfect to this lifestyle its great.
He is definitely flying a lil too close to the sun this time tho.
But Enzo is trying to leave the mob it seems so itll be all right. Right?
GOD I love how much Enzo underestimated Ryan that this came as a shock. And i love even more how instead of staying with those feelings of surprise that Ryan tossed him on his ass, his emotions immediately pivoted to feeling so thrilled and exhilarated that he got hard. Ryan is probably the first person out of all his other umm "birds" that can go toe to toe with him.
Lowkey offended how everyone underestimates him but also super proud because i mean that is why he is so well suited to being a spy. And obviously no one (especially his honey trap targets) could have even the tiniest inkling of what he's capable of. He's just a lover, a casanova, a plaything (whatever is best suited for the target and job) to them after all.
Lmao Enzo is so silly thinking he could contain Ryan. I mean Ryan is impossible to contain or domesticate.
My stomach dropped. The man is his parent basically. I'm realizing this genre is definitely more psychological horror than I thought.
I am really curious to know the reason Ray brought him in and the specifics on how and why Ban is so heavily dependent on him.
To me it seems like he was grooming him for a very specific purpose and never saw him as his ward or kid but as a tool. Like an object.
And when Ban revealed his feelings-well this opportunity to be able to control him absolutely was too convenient to pass up on. I mean sexual/romantic manipulation is such a classic tool used in SO many contexts where coercion/manipulation is needed to control a person(victim) just because of the very nature of it.
I am excited to see Ray's psyche and intentions be revealed. I love a good deranged character arc.
I am also really psyched to see how Ban socializes more with others, makes friends with the gang, and basically goes through rehabilitation and learns how human relationships work. I find it really refreshing they made the ML a minor so their relationship is pure hearted in the beginning. That way it doesn't come off to Ban that he's using him for something. All Ban knows are sexual relationships devoid of any platonic/romantic feelings. It really does feel like they just see his body. (Doesn't help they all know he's Ray's pet so that's probably why they kept him at arm lengths i mean i just cant see why Ban wouldn't have any friends i mean just look at him-he's fun and quirky)
I think it's really important for Ban to form other cute kinds of relationships.
People say his reaction is unrealistic or distasteful but to me it seemed like he was putting on a show. To reassure Enzo and himself that he is still on top of his game. That Enzo is not winning anything. And that he's still his strong Casanova charismatic self.
I think he firmly believes in this.
I mean he is a very experienced spy. I mean yeah from a private agency instead of government but I feel like he should still have some preparation for withstanding situations that would cause ordinary civilians to be psychologically incapacitated immediately. I mean being shot at is pretty scary, people develop mental health issues from shooting incidents alone for a reason.
To me it seems like he is compartmentalizing and to him this whole situation is being done while he's on the clock.
I don't think he is in a mindset where he thinks he has no absolutely no chance of winning. I think to Ryan, he's still in the game. He thinks he can flip it around(cue making a comment about enzos butt)
Also his flippant attitude is just like him. And the way he acts nonchalant after being thrown into a jarring situation by Enzo in order to establish dominance is also just Ryan to a T.
I mean he was thrown naked out of the window and instead of freaking out he walked into a public space, fully naked, with a very relaxed and confident body posture and confronted Enzo.
Confronting him right then and there as he was naked was not necessary at all. But he had to establish to Enzo that he was not shaken up by him at all.
I mean that's just not something a normal person could do? Firstly being thrown out buck naked would already be a hell of an experience but who in the world would be able to strut back to Enzo-someone who has proven they could be extremely violent- naked and vulnerable? Uh no one. Except Ryan ig
This pattern continues here where, while lying naked on the bed after being abused, manipulated and raped makes a raunchy comment of Enzos ass to reassert his position as the confident top he knows he is. As if it erases the fact that he was forced to bottom.
And also to take a jab at Enzo maybe?
We've seen Ryan is doesn't play things safe and follows his heart (and dick?). I mean he got trapped because he did not escape before things got tricky.
Even though he could have pulled out of the mission much sooner. Because Enzo had riled him up.
(Both Enzo and Ryan both seem to take being the top as someone with more power or control in sexual dynamics)
Anyhow that's just my rant.
I haven't read last couple of chapters, because it felt like Rian was loosing too much and dynamic was broken. But I guess I have to still wait and hope it did happen... That Rian basically made it a job thing, and not something real while Enzo thinks it's real. Because if Enzo also is a just a job-fuck for Rian, he will stay same level as the all the other people Rian has been whoring with for the work. Enzo has lost and never won anything from Rian using his ways.
I feel so stupid. The crown prince is the devil. He makes tricky deals that fool everyone. The first time i really thought he was just making a deal for MC to be his right hand man... then the latest one i really was thinking it was a one time thing....but it wasnt?
Luce is too sweet for palace life. Whyyy. I wouldnt wish my worst enemy to be in the position he is in. My heart breaks for him.
That bastard is way too conniving and cunning and cutthroat.
I wish Luce was more like the prince. So he could fight fire with fire. My poor babyyyyy
I love this so much. I love content about palace politics and I love seeing sociopaths. I dunno it is just so scary how he fakes all his emotions and has no empathy. He's always so put together and i think its exciting to see him unravel due to emotions directed at the MC. I'm really hoping our MC escapes asap ....
I'm practically begging for him to not end up stuck there. Like why does MC have to play by the crown prince's rules? If anything it should be the crown prince playing by his game.
Like they're gonna be endgame and i feel like itd be better to see the crown prince yearn and go crazy for the MC while the MC is living his best life with Kesha. I will get so upset if MC is imprisoned in the palace. That is basically torture. Yeah no I'm going to go crazy if he doesn't find some form of escape. I hate how his whole personality is just extinguished in front of the crown prince. But also glad that butthole has never been blessed with it. I'm REALLY annoyed by the power dynamic or ig power imbalance is the better term here






I feel like the comment sections are always going on about how hot the semes are. This comment section is just full of uke appreciation. It's so refreshing. I'm glad I've found my people.
Ko ideum is way cuter than jaeyi fr nobody gaf about jaeyi
Ahhh dont be mean i also like jaeyi (so far) i like them both
We need more seme hate for no reason