Despite having strong opinions and being certain that my future partner needs to share them, when I meet someone my age that treats me normally, not bad looking and not too foolish, I start feeling like I could let their different views, bad traits and etc. slide as long as they like me and treat me good.
I start denying any feelings, while thinking about the person most of the time. And I’m doing the first because I know that I won’t be truly happy with a person like that in the end. Then I start saying that it will be just for fun, knowing at the same time that it’s not for me and will only hurt my feelings. And it’s not like I can’t get over them, the problem is that I need a worse reason to get rid of my feelings. But that’s not what I want.
How do you live normally without constantly craving attention of another boy who is just a little nicer than others? I know that the day when I meet someone compatible for me will come, but that doesn’t help.
Check out the end of the list for the newer ones
This is not only bl, although i have more of them in my defense i cant really find that easily straight / gl series that are so edgy
All these mangas have situations where seme acts too
arrogantly, cruel, nasty or misunderstands uke and this leads
to their ukes leaving,rejecting or hating them. These are yaoi that
revolves around semes who realises they were
ASSHOLES, they deal with the CONSEQUENCES…
….
and their
rEGRET!
#Satisfying stories only
Regret Masterlist Part 2: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2778544/
Can somebody recommend me bl where the mc tries to k1ll himself?