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kittykizzy May 27, 2025 9:08 pm

I truly feel sympathy for Rezef. He's a complex and traumatized person. This doesn't mean he shouldn't face the consequences of his actions or that he deserves the most horrible death imaginable. He's not redeemable either, or at least not anymore. But things could have played out so much more differently. He wasn't a crazy lunatic like the Duke who wanted power for selfish reasons. He didn't even originally want the crown, because he knew that was not his rightful place. All he wanted was a warm and loving family. His mother died, whom we don't even know was affectionate to him. He didn't have a nanny like Cayena. He couldn't seek the comfort of his own biological father's arm when the king abused him for his entire childhood. He only did what he had to for survival, and then gradually became twisted. In their first lifetime, he thought his sister had given up on him, hence why he mistreated her and never helped her. "She deserves this. You deserted me and wanted to replace me. You are no longer my family. I have none." However in their second life, she gave him hope again. But it was too late to redeem Rezef because the path he chose to walk was riddled with thorns and the sword he picked up was long broken. Perhaps if Cayena had returned far sooner in the past, if she hadn't forgotten the abuse and neglect they went through, or if their parents were better people who never blamed children for their parents' wrongdoings, then maybe the siblings could have turned out better. They wouldn't have been so obsessed with other people-Rezef fixated on the crown and Cayena; Cayena on Raf. Or even if their parents had married the right people from the start, then this could have all been avoided. This goes for the former Duke and Duchess as well. No child should carry the sins that their parents committed. I believe this is what caused the Duke to be sick coming into contact with people. Deep down, he was afraid that people would be disgusted with him. He believed that he was a curse. Because his father loathed his mother's family for forcing marriage upon him, to have him create an heir. If his parents couldn't give him love and affection and was constantly faced with pressure from others to quickly grow up and secure the Duke's position, it only makes sense that his trauma surfaced as disgust with coming into contact with people.

    Kokono May 30, 2025 3:15 am

    That was long but I agree with the whole thing honestly I rlly like rezef even tho I knew boi wasn't gunna have a good end tbh I like the story in the beginning different cool characters a moving plot God tier art but somewhere in the middle to end the plot felt rushed the supporting characters didn't really feel interesting anymore it felt like the author ran out ideas and trying to tie the whole thing up without any regard to the og reason the MC did the things she did and I know I ranting but I feel like the magic subplot was rlly pointless I mean u can take the whole thing out and

    flvky June 3, 2025 4:13 pm

    I totally agree with you ! Even if Cayena turned back time, it just wasn’t enough. If she went back during their childhood maybe she could’ve changed him. I really sympathize with him, he had a really bad life. I remember when we had the flashbacks of their childhood I had tears cos I hate child abuse. It’s sad that children are always the ones who suffers for their parents decisions and acts…

kittykizzy January 12, 2025 2:04 am

every time i look in the spoiler discussion or in the comments, yall are always complaining about the FL being stupid and about the plot. if you don't like it, then go read something else, don't add your crying in the comments. its unnecessary. sure the FL isn't as bright or ruthless as roxana or whoever, but who is? roxana grew up in the novel and so she had time to adapt, our FL was transported. you act as if you're a genius and would be able to clear the game in the first 5 minutes. be fucking for real. honestly, I would rather take a flawed and interesting character like our FL who can show growth at the end, rather than a mary sue who is always overpowered and is never caught slipping. she is realistic, she is raw, she is just an ordinary woman who wanted to troll around in a love sim game and ended up in a literal nightmare. she has no one she can actually rely on, no one to trust, no friends or family here. and she couldn't even tell if people liked her for who she was or if its bc of her stats. those who became infatuated with her could murder others, hurt her, and could even kill her just to possess her like an object. literally, how is that fair? continue reading your mary sue manhwa or fluffy romance if you cant handle angst.

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kittykizzy January 3, 2025 12:22 am

romance fantasy!! girl is reborn as a princess mage, with a mark- destined to die when she is 20. the mark is like an hourglass. her magic tutor is the villainess, or so the princess believes. there is a scene where she and her tutor talk in the garden and the princess says shes not afraid of dying and the villainess cries.

    heybro January 3, 2025 12:36 am

    not sure but I Was Just Having Fun With the Time Limit is similar to ur description

    kittykizzy January 3, 2025 12:51 am
    not sure but I Was Just Having Fun With the Time Limit is similar to ur description heybro

    this is the one!! thank you!!

kittykizzy October 24, 2024 11:43 pm

* villainess isekai trope
* FL regresses or transmigrates
* OGFL is a little sussy
~~ I only rmbr one scene so...~~
FL goes to give food to the poor with a ML(?) and a child comes up to take some food back. the ML was against that however FL argues that the children must be so hungry and starved that even if they eat their fill now, what abt later? which made him go WOW. because unlike the OGFL who he had taken with him before to give food to the poor said to a child, "eat as much as you want here" which may seem cruel in hindsight.

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