I simply cannot comprehend how people would just like casually read this an enjoy it this was the biggest nightmare of my life. Reading this was a life altering experience for the worst like, this is like me trying to describe the worst possible outcome for myself as a woman and it’s just in a bl side story. If u told someone about what happens in this story they would not believe you. I hope I get hit by a bus tomorrow so I can lose the memory of ever reading this. Why was his “dealbreaker” the suicide attempt after EVERYTHING ELSE. All of that was ok but god forbid you kill yourself. I laughed at that part honestly because I was rooting for him to kill himself this whole time and that was the one thing that made him say “get out of my house”. I will snap your ankle, rape you with no lube or anything, beat you, choke you, waterboard you, smash a wine bottle over your head, chain you to the wall but how dare you. How dare you have the audacity to kill your self. Get out of my sight. Like are u serious pls. Also would that not be your first thought if u were in this situation, like especially after he kept catching me I’d just kms there’s no other way
I read the OTHER side story to sadistic beauty before and the difference is actually insane. If I had to guess this author hates men and wants the worst to happen to them bcs why did the women fall in love and do everything the right way and went on dates and had consensual sex and the bl is a torture fest. I love that for her I guess I don’t even know anymore. The art style is so good but at the cost of the most insane fuck ass story that could ever be concocted. I wouldn’t even wish this upon my worst enemy what the main character went through. Like this author has to be evil to even think of this and all the editors and the publishers also evil for approving this and letting it go through. Why are all of you guys evil
Ok yeah the whole prophecy and what not but what in the world is up with Jieun??? She’s dead in the eyes constantly, it wasn’t like this in the first timeline, what happened to her?? I’m open to hearing any spoilers especially ones about the high priest!! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/5175109/?page=1
This spoiled all of it if you like
Damn that kinda was like,,not good??? I dunno I didn’t like that ending yikes. I really wanted her to become Marquis!! And like maybe adopt a kid or something, to help show that men ain’t shit!!! Also Zena is the literal WORST villain in any manga I’ve ever read!!! Like holy shit he’s insane. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
If you haven’t read this one or finished it, please do. It makes me wanna day “thank you for hurting me”. It’s so touching and literally changed the way I view human life and how valuable it is. I’m a very nihilistic person who just doesn’t care if I die and living is just whatever, but after this manga it really isn’t just whatever, living and loving are some elements so key and important to being human and being vulnerable to others and somehow this manga has perfectly encapsulated that in 60 chapters. The pain I feel in my chest is with good reason, I feel like I will remember Philippa and Colin for a long while. This manga tore me down and rebuilt me. My absolute favorite and just an incredibly amazing look at human life.
Just wan say think about—like really think deeply about how you want to live. What’s the life you want? Are you an adventurous and curious person? A person who seeks comfort and love in the arms of a great partner? Someone who seeks to succeed and embraces infinite ambitions? Whatever you do, remember that it is only for you and only you, and that’s it! Life advice from a sleep deprived and total stranger. Good luck in life kiddo!
Hey! I just really wanted to thank you for this comment! I’m at a weird point in my life where I’m starting to be considered more as an adult but still don’t really have any direction in my life. Your message really encapsulated what has been on my mind since all of quarantine. This advice really hit where I needed it to, I also recently stopped talking to some friends who didn’t appreciate my value. Again thank you so much!
There’s many 3-6 chapter bl and yaoi stories like this where it just kinda leaves us on a dead end after revealing the massive amounts of trauma a character has, and that has always sort of pissed me off. I’m so glad the author has taken the time to unravel and untangle the mess of Momo’s trauma and has shown us his progress in healing which is very rewarding for me at least. ヾ(☆▽☆)










I like toxic yaoi but this is just like. Pure abuse. There’s no joy to be found anywhere just pure sadism like it’s just the ml having fun and everyone else is suffering. And it’s even worse when the bottom is a good kid u want to root for and he’s done nothing wrong except for getting involved with this guy like he loves his sister so much that he’s willing to get repeatedly sexually assaulted in his own house just to not trouble her, that’s the part that icks me the most bcs that’s like a real thing that people go through and the story is trying to make it sexy. Not saying that yaoi has to be purely fantasy but this is just like a sad, realistically awful situation. I am just sad after this man
THIS!!! I do enjoy pushy domineering seme but this guy is a pure asshole. The uke doesn't deserve this shit, especially since he's a very good person too. And same with that sister bit. There are so many incidents of people allowing themselves to get raped because the rapist threatened to rape their siblings.
I don't get this, the uke has a perfectly good candidate as a boyfriend, his childhood friend who's tall and rich, and who's also tsundere that has a secret crush on him. That's like a perfect, albeit common, setup already. But the author chose this a hole instead for some reason.
LITERALLY, even the scene in itself was js disturbing to look at..smelling his dead father while getting sexually assaulted has to be some form of double-triple torture
THIS PART ESPECIALLY LIKE. THATS NOT EVEN FUNNY IN THE SLIGHTEST. Just sad and miserable all around
Honestly