MC has every right not to trust him. ML started this whole relationship without any consideration for MC's feelings. He forced his way into MC's life by lying and being overly clingy. MC senses that something is off, but he can't quite put his finger on it. He feels uneasy around ML and is afraid of his obsession. The only thing I don't like about MC is that he's kind of clueless, which can be a bit annoying.
Ian could never truly be with Joe. He carries too much of his past with TJ, memories that still have weight, still define him. It’s not as simple as “moving on,” because what he had with TJ wasn’t one sided. It was real. They loved each other, and that kind of bond doesn’t just disappear.
People like to believe a new love can replace the past, but that’s not how it works. The past holds power because it gave meaning to who you are. Unless something breaks that bond completely, it stays with you.
Joe is kind, gentle. He is someone who could offer Ian peace, even healing. But healing isn’t just about comfort. Ian’s wounds are tied to experiences Joe never shared, moments Joe can’t fully understand or witness. And that matters. Because of that, Ian would keep drifting back into those unresolved parts of himself.
That’s why Ian could only truly heal next to TJ, not Joe. Not because Joe wasn’t enough, but because some wounds can only be held by the person who saw them happen.
So it’s not about who is better. It’s about who Ian can truly exist beside and that is TJ
I can’t believe I came across such a meaningful, beautiful manhua. It may seem like a typical plot at first, but the details change everything. The characters feel so real as if I’m watching a film rather than reading. It’s thoughtfully written, easy to follow, and seamlessly woven into the story.
Reading it felt like standing in a quiet scene.. a blue sky overhead, a cool breeze in the air, and the ocean stretching out in front of me somehow bringing old wounds back to the surface.











Even a pervert like me doesn't like stuff like this. I'm concerned about why it's popular when it's just cheap smut. The art is wonderful tho. There's nothing wrong with enjoying it, but it really feels empty