I was reading manhwa,,,it was funny and i was laughing a lot that it makes my voice sound hoarse,, but the moment i stopped laughing i sit up straight, suddenly quiet and tears flowing down from my eyes,, my heart hurts, it felt like a chunk of my heart was torn apart, it hurts so much even though im physically healthy,, i didnt even read something hurtfull or sad,, i was reading something funny, and it keeps on repeating again and again,, reading something funny ,laugh and then cry again,, sometimes it hurts my heart to the point of laughing and crying at the same time,, i dont understand myself.
I don't know what to think anymore,, couldn't tell my family couldn't tell my friend,, I've been having this stressed from thinking a lot of things and it keep getting worse,,I tried to sort the heaviest problem but when it's not even finished there were actually still more problem,,and before I can even sigh a relief,,problem keep piling up,, I'm crying and crying,,but even by crying I can't think of a solution,, I'm screaming but my voice won't come out,, I've just needed someone to talk I want to cry where someone could hear it ,I want to talk where someone would listen to it,,but I can't,I can't ,,I can't live like this anymore,just why ? Why? .........
Scroll it up I was just babbling now
I cant help you with your problemas but I can give you advice on how to sort out your
thoughts .
Like your doing now its good to share your issues ( tell someone you trust it's better to talk to someone)
Write down your problems on a page , that way it will feel like you can just hold all your problems in your hands , it also helps to get a physical view of what your dealing with .
speaking from experience just cry and scream until you cant and after that u may feel abit better and yea relax abit distract yourself do what u like watch what u like and yea after u feel like yea its okay now cuz normally after all that i feel like wah i overreacted and forget abt it so yea good luck with it darling!
Alicia thatbitch!!!