I was reading manhwa,,,it was funny and i was laughing a lot that it makes my voice sound hoarse,, but the moment i stopped laughing i sit up straight, suddenly quiet and tears flowing down from my eyes,, my heart hurts, it felt like a chunk of my heart was torn apart, it hurts so much even though im physically healthy,, i didnt even read something hurtfull or sad,, i was reading something funny, and it keeps on repeating again and again,, reading something funny ,laugh and then cry again,, sometimes it hurts my heart to the point of laughing and crying at the same time,, i dont understand myself.
I was just about to comment hoping for Kyle to ml ,,but I see many more comment with the same thoughts ,, together we Stan for Kyle
I don't know what to think anymore,, couldn't tell my family couldn't tell my friend,, I've been having this stressed from thinking a lot of things and it keep getting worse,,I tried to sort the heaviest problem but when it's not even finished there were actually still more problem,,and before I can even sigh a relief,,problem keep piling up,, I'm crying and crying,,but even by crying I can't think of a solution,, I'm screaming but my voice won't come out,, I've just needed someone to talk I want to cry where someone could hear it ,I want to talk where someone would listen to it,,but I can't,I can't ,,I can't live like this anymore,just why ? Why? .........
Scroll it up I was just babbling now
What do I need to do so that I have motivation to continue this life