I've been listening to this song called Hoshi Ga Furu by Centimillimental, and i just realized how it really fits this story. There are the lyrics that say :
"if winter passes, spring returns again",
"even if we never meet again",
"why were your last words see you again",
"why wasnt i your last lover",
"wherever you are, please be happier than anyone else"
LIKE idk im so sick because i want to keep thinking of this story (which i already do for the whole day). But i know i'll eventually forget as the day goes by, and i DONT want that. I want to always remember how beautiful it was, how it made me feel, how much it meant to me. Eventho it hurts, it's so precious to me...
So i think i want to tie this story to this song, that i listen to everyday, that way i will always remember ma petite perle, His Highness Maximilian and his dear Montespan, Jean.
Please do listen if you want to cry even more.
Pls recommend me angsty bl where the seme left the uke
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_desire_for_you_just_begins/ very possessive tho
Where the uke is taller than the seme
Tagged short seme x tall uke http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1001835/
I cried during the beach scene when kirato told yuuji to go. And when they went their separate ways, i wondered why kirato didnt hang out with ao (because i miss ao and DESPERATELY need to see him). But then tadaaaa ao actually appeared in the next panel to hang out with yuuji instead ╥﹏╥ i went from crying to squealing so fast at the sight of ao senpaiii. HES SO DAMN FINEEE AND CUTEEE. ♡♡♡
That aside, i really love kirato's character here. I was filled with excitement and mostly relief when saw him hopping onto the train (And ao's side smile is so gorgeous). I hope yuuji gets the assurance he needs because my poor boy deserves it. But i think i can rest assured because as kirato said he is going to give his lifetime to yuuji. ♡♡♡