I've been listening to this song called Hoshi Ga Furu by Centimillimental, and i just realized how it really fits this story. There are the lyrics that say :
"if winter passes, spring returns again",
"even if we never meet again",
"why were your last words see you again",
"why wasnt i your last lover",
"wherever you are, please be happier than anyone else"
LIKE idk im so sick because i want to keep thinking of this story (which i already do for the whole day). But i know i'll eventually forget as the day goes by, and i DONT want that. I want to always remember how beautiful it was, how it made me feel, how much it meant to me. Eventho it hurts, it's so precious to me...
So i think i want to tie this story to this song, that i listen to everyday, that way i will always remember ma petite perle, His Highness Maximilian and his dear Montespan, Jean.
Please do listen if you want to cry even more.










I cried during the beach scene when kirato told yuuji to go. And when they went their separate ways, i wondered why kirato didnt hang out with ao (because i miss ao and DESPERATELY need to see him). But then tadaaaa ao actually appeared in the next panel to hang out with yuuji instead ╥﹏╥ i went from crying to squealing so fast at the sight of ao senpaiii. HES SO DAMN FINEEE AND CUTEEE. ♡♡♡
That aside, i really love kirato's character here. I was filled with excitement and mostly relief when saw him hopping onto the train (And ao's side smile is so gorgeous). I hope yuuji gets the assurance he needs because my poor boy deserves it. But i think i can rest assured because as kirato said he is going to give his lifetime to yuuji. ♡♡♡