eat a duck i must the new chapter just made my day! I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT SO MUCHHH.
Femdom is often depicted as like super sadistic and touch me not type of character so seeing Ito is a like a fresh air to me. She's just an icon tbh, she the real femdom lovergirl. Shion is just perfect, he isn't even interested in this kind of stuff but he pretend and indulge her. He is just so damn natural for thisssss LOVE THAT HE SUGGESTED A FREAKING VIBRATOR UP IN HIS ASS WHILE FUCKING HUHUHU HE THE REAL BOYFRIEND
Ik what I'm getting into since i read the Merry go round first and i also know how the author has this love for time skips.
I actually love the MC and the ML so much. Although I feel like the ML is too good to be true, he basically waited for whole 10 years, that's something I can't even imagine. The ML is also kind and affectionate with a reasonable temper. I love him so much.
The MC is actually relatable for me. I always have this obscure feeling inside me whenever I see people who grew up loved and fine happy spending time with their family. In that chapter where the ML invited the MC to their house and he saw his family's environment and started to feel like out of place is to personal for me. Aside from that, yes I do like the MC but ofc he was a jerk, he really did torment the ML in the hardest ways possible. But ofc, he was just a teenager deprived of love and affection. He does not know how to handle and react and he doesn't have the courage to cut and tie the loose ends that he has. It was actually satisfying seeing the MC feeling hurt when the ML did not pay him attention when they met inside the convenience store. I felt my heart throb in pain as i read that. As much as i like the MC i want him to feel some pain for abandoning the ML like that. Well ig he already suffer since his life in UK was hell and all. But i want to see him get hurt by ML directly. Anyways he did pay what he did and better himself I love seeing him smiling more in the last chapter. It feels like he is getting better and started to love and accept himself too.
I just hoped the author added more chapters for us to see their relationship after all that.... I hoped they get to spend a lot of time tgt and have dates and talk to each other and open up more. I wish to actually see the MC opening up to the ML about his life and his pains. Well, overall it was a good read, kinda stressing but fun. I don't like the older brother tho that bastard is just so unbearable and shitty.
i think they did date eventually after some time. I think the last chapter is their first meeting after Jiho went back to UK to finish his school and get better for 4 years. The ring is likely an accessory just to avoid getting hit on, but i think it can be a symbol and proof of his dedication for waiting for Jiho throughout those years they were away with each other. Although Jiho did say that Yoojon should find someone new, i doubt he did. He just love Jiho so much that his heart can't even beat for another. And looking the way Yoojon was running towards Jiho is not something a guy in a relationship with another would look like. Also I would like to think that the two of them started to go on dates and all since they didn't get to do those during highschool days.
Fucking shet it really hurts seeing Jin like this. I feel like I'm relieving my past, tho it's the opposite I'm the one who got sicked. I really left it when Jin said that The more you take care of someone who's sick rage will build up. And It hurts seeing her having internal crisis about her feeling towards her sickly mother... "Do i have no love left in me" gosh I'm so hurt for her.. I can't even imagine her stress and fatigue from all that.. Also when she said that talking to her mother makes her want to kill herself (i think that is what she said) and immediately apologizing and hugging her is a gut wrenching experience to read... i just finished Jin's story and I can't go on cause fuck it hurts and I can't accept that Jin gave up and just let go of everything... I was like that in the past which is why its agonizing to see her in that state... i wish i could hug her
I love the setting of the story and how it was built!! so mysterious and creepy. While reading this I kinda guess some of the plot cause how the manhwa leave so much clues, like Roger's real name and where did the curse begin.
The thing I didn't expect is that Roger and Edgar is actually friends that it is almost like doomed yaoi plot since Edgar did die. I thought that Neil killed his brother to make a deal with a devil, like a sacrifice. But when Roger said that he really hated the Otis and that it was his friend that loves the Otis, I thought it would be that Roger was out for revenge for that friend, I did suspect that the friend would be Edgar which is Neil's Brother.
I thought when Edgar said that "friends" like a contractual obligations and just using the word friends to put up a front. Turns out Roger did love Edgar, damn.
Can't wait for the manhwa to reach its conclusion!! i feel like we're almost there ╥﹏╥
There's just one thing I'm curious abt, what is the age gap between Richelle and Allen? Ik Allen is younger and abt 18-19 years old, idk abt Richelle, but since her mother mentioned that Allen is around her age i assume she would be 20-22. And to think that there is actually male lead to this story HAHAHA was not expecting that but I won't refused a good romance in a side (▰˘◡˘▰)
I love how this end actually. Melt burning the annex mansion where she was trapped was so symbolic for her freedom. She is finally not the same child that craves her father's love, but a woman who now knows what she wants. I really love how they portray Melt's daddy issues and how it affects her throughout her childhood. I love Melt so much. Bud too, damn he really is just like Melt, just in different font. He maybe a grown man but he is still a child inside longing for a loving family that sees him for him not as a replacement.
And I love Dunning so much. He started off bad but love does really changed you. If Deborah didn't die then maybe he might be a better father to Melt. Although he really did not hurt Melt physical, he still neglected her, but I can't deny that he really love his daughter. I think that Dunning really was afraid of Melt and concerned about her powers since there are tons of people that might exploit her that's why he locked her up in the mansion. Deborah appearing as his hallucination is actually sad and bittersweet to see. Seeing your dead wife and even talking and holding a conversation with you every time you relaxes is so mentally draining, Dunning not killing himself is actually impressive. Now that he soften up and open up about his feeling of love, he can finally accept and face his hallucinations of Deborah.
And Sen and Bolph hurts bro Siri play









Can't wait to meet the youngest huhuhuhuhuhuh