Staph's Manga

Where do I read the novel

While I understand that trauma and low self-esteem can't be cured overnight, I can't help but feel irritated and slightly annoyed with her uncertainty of literally everything

First of all, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? and second, seme is an overall, REALLY, self-centered, clingy, helpless, dumb bastard and uke is just flat-out dumb and annoying. A retard if I must say. I can vouch that Fuck Buddy is better than this mess