raindragon's Topics (517)

Have you considered decensoring for a Scanlation group? I know a few that are constantly looking for someone.

thank you for that suggestion. yes, I've done a few for several groups, but I have my own webcomic, which is a ton of work. Love Shuttle was just very special to me, and I really wanted to see it in a complete form, translated, uncensored, purely as the author/artist wanted it to be. I think uncensoring makes a huge difference. Light saber dicks just don't get it, I think. I really appreciate you for asking, thank you XO

wow thanks since it is one of my few most loved story here ..

mine, too, and thank you for saying so. People saying thank you in the comment section is the only thanks the uploader and others who work on these get, so it's always appreciated. XO

I see the problem, you. LOL you badass in the comments, but I like you for doing this so much that I don't care. I am grateful and Love this art

I guess some readers don't like it too explicit?
Not me though, I think your decensoring is crazy sexy and so hot! Just what this manhwa deserves! Thanks a bunch for this delicious treatლ(´ڡ`ლ)

yeah and don't worry about the dislike it won't make the art less lovely ..

Shirane's always smart, tolerant, and appreciative of others. My personality is not that nice, and Shirane accepts me when I do something worthwhile. High quality person. respect

SOMEBODY SAID IT!!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Also, yeah, babies are really hard to take care of

I just assumed that we would applied the cartoon rule that after every episode everything bad gets reset and it’s all good...no? Ok yeah parenting is a god damn nightmare especially if y’all still have the mind of a teen. It’s not fair to you or the baby

I get what you mean, raising a child is hard, I know from experience. you have to want to put the effort in. However, I don't think his mental age is fifteen, I just think he's ignorant to relationships, lol. Since he never experienced what it was like being an omega even though he is biologically one, and now all of a sudden experiencing it while having an Alpha trying to help him while wanting to be in a relationship. The guy's ignorant, not dumb, although some of his thought processes are. Either way, I'm sure we will see a baby later when they finally decide to be together and we just left with the brother's relationship problems.

A 26 year old adult would not need to come up with a good lie or excuse not to move back home. Doyun's doctor says Doyun is still a child in many ways. Doyun's defensive behavior at the coffee bar has teen mentality written all over it. He needs to be called "hyung" by his Alpha. Big brother is constantly worried over Doyun's ability to live on his own.

Doyung is immature, which is why he shouldn't have kids. That's not the same as a "mental age of fifteen?" If that were actually the case, their entire relationship would be inappropriate.

you can't get so carried away that you're rating Doyun the way a clinical psychologist would rate a mentally retarded person in a hospital or institution.

I mean, that's why I don't think it makes any sense to assign him a specific "mental age." He's just immature and somewhat irresponsible.

That doesn't mean he's a child -_- that just immaturity due to inexperience. I know the difference personally between an immature person and actual mentally challenged individuals with the mentality of a child. I deal with them every day in my personal life. Which is why I said he's inexperienced, not mentally retarded. If he was, he wouldn't even be holding the kind of job he had, let alone would the doctor allow him to even have relations because of his medical problem. However, the doctor meant it not in a literal way, but in a metaphorical way, as in an inexperienced way. You don't as a person have a literal metamorph from baby, to a child, to teen, to adult, to elderly. As a baby you grow and learn which you bring with you as you grow into a child by then you don't remember your babyhood, but what you learn is there and you don't even realize it but you know things you don't remember being taught. Same as a child, you experience things and as you grow into a teen those memories go with you as you experience. If someone doesn't experience relationships or social settings as bars and such when they are young, you would obviously be inexperienced when you are older. Doyun hadn't experienced relationships romantically when he was young, and certain settings are unknown to him causing him to act in certain ways. So, of course he will come across as mentally a teen, or mentally a child to someone who has more experience in these things. So, don't write others as mentally retarded just on the basis of their inexperiences, it's not that they are dumb, but that they do not have the knowledge that someone who does, have. Also, Doyun's older brother is worried about him, because he is his brother. Not all families hate each other, and not all siblings can care less about their younger one's ability to live. If they have a close relationship, of course, regardless of a problem, the older and younger would generally care about the other's ability to live a successful and good life regardless. Doyun's wants to be called "Hyung" because it is his own little way of trying to lie to himself, and also his kink. Doyun knows secretly that he loves his alpha and that he wants a relationship, however, due to his inexperience and fear of the unknown he isn't ready yet to take that leap. I can keep on explaining the psychology and these character's whole settings, but I don't want to write a research paper. In short, experience makes people mature, and inexperiences make us immature. It's how humans learn, how they work, and how they think. oh, and you can disagree, nobody is wrong here, believe what you want, I'm not gonna try and change people's opinions, I find other's opinions very interesting.

Agreed!!! Well said!

I absolutely 100% agree with you!

you guys. LOL. this is what I meant by carried away.

So I guess you don't think Doyun's fifteen year old bad-boy act is cute.
Well I do. LOL

Yeah Doyun is immature with regard to romantic relationships.
But I think he asks to be called "Hyung" not only because of his kink.
He is the baby of his siblings, the younger child and by being a hyung to someone else makes him feel like the bigger person for once.

I still find him such a cutie (●'◡'●)

lol, well, when you start a debate, one has to answer the call (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

oh, no, I totally think it's kinda cute, it makes the story wholesome, I live for the sexiness (▰˘◡˘▰)

I just want to clarify something. The link several comments below of Chapter 29 IS screenshots of the official english translation from Lezhin. And the chapters that get uploaded by the uploader ARE screenshots of the official english translation from Lezhin which btw, is illegal to post on here in the first place. So they are the same thing.

Also, the updates are not being slowed down. Love Shuttle updates on the 5th, 15th and 25th of the month on Lezhin. If you look at each update date the dates are pretty consistent with the Lezhin English Release Schedule. Chapter 28th update was a little late only b/c the uploader had personal issues and thus the update was a bit delayed.

I’ll speak up as someone that DID translate the raw bc the official English translation from Lezhin is 3 chapters behind.

The reason I stopped translating is bc posts like yours that confuse uploaders with translators.

While the uploader is awesome for spending their own money and uploading to the site, they have no involvement to the cleaning, editing, and translating of the webcomic. The webcomic is translated legally from Lezhin. There is no discouragement as the translator are PAID to translate and upload it to Lezhin on then 5/15/25 is every month. They’ve been consistent and keeping up with the author and the raw which is uploaded 2/12/22 of every month.

I got tired of explaining this for every upload, and stopped translating.

You have an issue with sharing links to raws and other scan links, but not reading the illegal posting of the official English version from Lezhin?

You do realize everything on this site is illegal, there are MANY licensed works posted, not just scanlations? It is all illegal.

keep rationalizing, justifying, and being defensive about your rotten behavior. As if I don't know the difference between translation and uploading. You have no idea who you're talking to, obviously.

rest in pieces buddy we hardly knew ya

Lol just letting you know, if the webcomic stops being uploaded to mangago, it has ZERO affect on the manhwa being translated. People can still read it on Lezhin. And at a point, i was going to upload the comic to mangago when the previous uploader stopped but the newer one was faster than me.

Sooo I’m just saying, if this stops being uploaded, ppl can PM for the chapter. But not raindragon lol.

stop being a pain in the ass

you're everyone's enemy, aren't you? LOL

you don't even have the beginning of a clue what you're talking about so just sit down and shut up.

Your comments down below contradicts what you say...

LITERALLY if they aren’t triggered then why r they so mad lol

LITERALLY your emotions come from and are formed within the moment, not some groups of receptor-buttons that reside inside your brain and fire off chain reactions of feelings whenever some external event reminds you of something bad.

A “trigger” is a simple way of saying that remembering a traumatic event makes u feel bad. Trauma is like a tree, it branches off. It’s not a matter of just avoiding thinking about the event. You could smell a cologne that ur rapist used and be reminded of the event. Many leaves (these would be things that remind you of the trauma) lead to the tree itself (this would be the memory of the trauma) and you react IN THAT MOMENT, to the resurfaced memory. I don’t think this is a terribly hard concept to grasp. Something so clearly and commonly connected to the trauma of rape, LITERALLY A RAPE SCENE, would have the ability to be triggering (to create a reaction in the moment, bc it reminds of a traumatic event)

You explained your view very well, and I understand, but people get carried away. If someone says something that "triggers" them, they haves a good way of blaming their emotions on other people. That's wrong, factually and morally. People have a lot more control over their feelings than they believe.
More control, though, means taking more responsibility for our own feelings instead of believing that other people and things have power over us, and instead of making other people into "bullies" who can "trigger" us.
That tree of memories you refer to doesn't have to be the explanation, in the moment, of why we're feeling a certain way. Memories aren't feelings.
That said, I understand that people are more complex than this conversation we're having, which is an interesting one.

What kind of bullshit are you saying... You don't have any knowledge about how the brain handles traumas. You know, people can see a rape scene and have a panic attack on the row, cause, you know, it's triggering.
Traumas, especially rape (which is a kind of torture), are not just "bad memories". That's not it. They can have serious repercussions on the brain and the body. Ask victims with PTSD. I can assure you that a sight, a view, can make a person just lose her shit, like seriously.
And that's not their fault. That's not cause they can't handle their memories, or mix them with their feelings. This is a brain condition.
Cause just saying : When you develop a trauma, most of the time, it is cause you are fearing for your life. The mind go blank, your brain is just screaming in all your body "survive ! Survive ! SURVIVE !"
That's technical but to sum it up, your brain will lost control of your most primitives fonctions. Your reptilian brain will lose his shit. Basically. It will lose control of your tonsil, which is the part of your brain that detects danger, and your tonsil will overwork. As a result, years later, the victim will still be able to revive the memories as it is happening again. And again. And yeah, at this moment, a scent, a view, a gesture, a word will be the trigger.
Don't talk lightly of traumas and bully victims cause they are just asking for a warning before reading.
That's not so hard to just put a warning at the start of the chapter, just saying "that's about rape. Read to your own discretion."
You know ? Cause they did it for less triggering mangas than this one.

And so : Yes, some people have a "circuity in the brain that goes off as soon as the right stimulus outside fires a shot." Actually yes.

You can be reminded of a trauma, but it's not like flipping a switch, and the lizard brain is being refuted in new research, too. The brain takes a guess on why you're feeling the way you do. That guess can be wrong. You might be feeling bad for a physical reason. You might be catching the flu. You might be hungry. There can be other reasons than past trauma. If you have a habit of repeating a reaction. that's a problem, but you can feed your brain different material so in the future it can make better guesses to explain your feelings, which you can use to create a better life.
There isn't any hard-wired circuitry that came into existence because of past trauma. There aren't any areas in the brain where past trauma or any emotion resides.

Lol. No but seriously. You don't have a clue about the way the brain functions, that's amazing... You know, it seems to be a little difficult to understand for you but: brain is an organ which his first function is to live. We are not talking about emotions but reality.
"There isn't any hard-wired circuitry that came into existence because of past trauma. There aren't any areas in the brain where past trauma or any emotion resides."
Wrong, again. We know, we saw and we study how traumas can affect the brain construction. You. know, children who experiment sexual abuses in their childhood will have some areas of the brain underdeveloped, by exemple. Just study PTSD, man...
We know that traumas affects the construction of the brain. We know how traumas works, we know how the tonsil overworks, we know why some people have PTSD or depression... So fuck, no, that's not just memories and feelings. Seriously, have a grip. That's mental conditions and don't you dare to take it lightly.
"There can be others reasons than past trauma" I ain't caring, I'm talking about traumas and the way the brain deals with them. Wtf are you talking about.

"The lizard brain is being refuted in new researches." Show them. Don't talk about researches if you're not gonna show them.

And for the rest, I can't see where you coming.

You're not showing anything. why are you telling me to? I don't see any citations on anything you've said, and also, when did I ever say I took any of this lightly, and finally, you're seriously rude.

Well I'm sorry, my researches are in french. If you still need them, I. will happily share them.
You didn't say you were taking it lightly but your all explanation looked like it. Like seriously, did you reread before you post ? Cause, you were rude. Like a lot. Like, it hurts. A lot.

okay, we're both rude bastards, right? Anyway, if you have a new dialogue that you can communicate between yourself and the processes of your brain, you might be able to lessen at least some of the intense pain of depression, ptsd. I'm happy if I can find any new answers that allow me more control over my emotional state. I'm also willing to be more responsible for my emotional state. Thinking there's things permanently installed in my brain that cause sights and sounds to make me lose control, to descend into the black pits of emotional pain that are all but impossible to get out of without chemical help, doesn't do anything for me but sustain whatever pain I'm in, disturb and keep me in painful curiosity as to why it's happening to me. If I can prevent that before it begins, I'll about do anything. Telling myself it's not my fault is like, so what? it's not any help.
So if brain research gives me valid new information on the way the brain processes emotion, I'm going to listen. I don't think the ideas we've used before to define the way emotions work are correct, and they certainly don't help lessen suffering.

Well, I don't really see your point. We're not talking about feelings but about reactions in the brain. I keep saying this but when your brain occurs traumas, the way it will be deal with can be predictable in some ways cause the damages will not only be on an emotional state but on a physical one. Depression, PTSD, denial, all of them can be explained by the way the brain reacted to the stress and have been studied on a physical plane. We know for exemple, that people suffering from chronic depression have some chemicals in the brain different from the others. We know that, when the subject is in a panic attack or is in an episode of PTSD, some areas in the brain will take over almost all the reasoning. (And that's why we say that the mind go blank. Cause, even if you want to think, you're not able to)
That's just facts. You can't suffer from that and just decide to be better just cause you want it. You need to understand how it works. That's not just bad memories.
In fact, telling somebody who's suffering that the way they feel and react are not their fault is a big step in the recovery progress. Cause if they can understand why they are reacting in this way, if they can understand that they are not just weak but are suffering about a "disease", they can start to move forward. Culpability will be lessen and they can start to seek for help.
Cause, in the way of rehabilitating yourself after a trauma, you need help. Chemical ones, yes, to help your brain to rebalance, council, to help you deal with the memories...
But you can't ask somebody to be more responsible for their emotional state. Cause they just can't help it. They really can't. If they are having a panic attack just cause you stroke their hair and that remind them of a gesture of abuse, it is because they can't help it. Nobody wants to be like that. They are just trying to deal with it in the ways they can.

are you actually saying that depression, ptsd, etc has nothing to do with emotions? It has everything to do with emotions.

as I was saying "the damages will not ONLY be on an emotional state but on a physical one"

No, you're wrong and it's a well known fact that you're wrong. PTSD being the most glaring bit of counter-evidence. Yes, there is such a thing as "triggering", the word just has a bad rep from all the whiny leftists saying everything triggers them when, in reality, ACTUALLY being triggered is a physical/psychological/emotional response to something traumatic. Conditioned reflex is a thing and people do respond to things that remind them of trauma. Not an opinion, not up for discussion, a fact. Stop arguing about things you don't know about with multiple people, you KNOW you don't know what you're talking about and you're choosing to stay here arguing rather than going and checking for yourself... you don't get to have an opinion that opposes the facts, thats not an opinion, that's choosing to remain ignorant. We won't be conversing here, as your stance is factually incorrect and it'd make no sense to entertain you.

To clarify, i agree with you below in that i don't think rape in yaoi is even a matter of discussion and i DO think that the zealots that freak out and fight everyone about it are annoying, i just happen to have common knowledge that people really can be triggered, so you arguing that isn't correct.