I can relate to miwa a lot. You know, dating someone on a whim while still having feelings for someone from highschool. Even her relationship from the past is almost the same as mine except she's not my senpai but a classmate/ bestfriend at the time. We were in a pull push relationship for four years, and eventually i call it quits because i don't feel like we're on a same page, but goddamn i was so inlove with her.
First year college, i met my current partner. We dated on a whim. Although i relate to miwa a lot, my personality is more like Saeko, and the one from my past resembled Miwa so much. But the thing is, my current partner behaves more like Yuria but fiercer, ig? A total opposite of the girl i was so inlove with.
We've been dating for almost five years now, ever since college up to now that we both had a job. And even though I'm with this person, there were times that the person i used to love still lingers inside my head and i always do my best to remove her from my system.
Fast forward 2 weeks ago, after 7 years of no contact, i manage to see her. She lost her mom, and she had no one except her one and only brother. We hugged, talked, and even smile to each other before parting.
It felt surreal, almost felt like my feelings and memories with her came back to me all at once. But after that, it reminded me that "wow, this person is just human, after all." Maybe im too infatuated with her because after seeing her from a very long time, i feel like i am completely letting go of her and accepting that this person will forever belong to my 17 years old self, and not for my current matured self. I've outgrown my feelings for her.
I also fell in love with my partner more because I know that she loves me more than anyone, and nostalgia from someone I used to have a thing with is nothing compared to our shared life for five years.
Anyways, I hope i get to marry my girlfriend. And to the person from my past, I hope she live a happy life and never see her again.
I mean, who wouldn't kiss saki in that oh so vulnerable almost submissive-like state? Goodjob Kanon. Now give us secret holding hands and comfortable blushing cuddles
Saki definitely tops, but damn, one way to word that scene. Is Shakespeare really dead?
Two inlove femmes fuming in love/hatred relationship, preferred cat fights than talking sht out. INJECT
Done re reading for 3rd time. Now im gonna re read again
Re-reading for 4th time, still one of the greenest flag yuri couples
Oh to yearn the person u loved in high school. It is really a complicated bittersweet feeling, specially if there were nothing official between the two of you. Just a peculiar genuine feelings for each other that ended up out of nowhere.
I love how this story gives many of us a chance to reminisce someone who we know that will only remain in our memories, suppressed from the bottom of our hearts.
I wish that even if many of us wont get this one in a billion chance to meet the person we used to loved, Ema and Taka would still end up together and choose each other for their lifetime.
Kaede isn't a curse, she's just a walking free untreated sociopath with narcissism.