It felt so weirdly unfinished so I decided to check out the LN this manga is literally just half of the story. Like sure murakami is still pretty ass but it's so good and angsty, and it feels more narratively resolved.
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/expired-first-love/
I can read these mangas many times! I rate them >9.5/10 based on my own preferences, so there will be lots of non-mainstream BL
Genres: NO PWP, no doujinshi
Length: <100 chapters or 3 vols
Search by tags: http://www.mangago.me/home/people/12706/manga/1/
If you like this list, please click "RECOMMEND". Thank you XD
2nd list: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/655038/
3rd list: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3746699/
(IF 1ST LIST IS FULL, I'LL MOVE OLDER ONES TO MY LIST 2&3)
male leads that regret treating their significant others like shit, ignoring them, rejecting them, etc.
dont your heart just clenches hard and your lungs cease to exist whenever you read a character that regrets letting go their significant other? that realization of wanting to be with them but they're already far away? that horror in their faces when they realize that them moving on means they'll be with someone else instead? their anxiety rising while thinking, "what if i am too late?"