It felt so weirdly unfinished so I decided to check out the LN this manga is literally just half of the story. Like sure murakami is still pretty ass but it's so good and angsty, and it feels more narratively resolved.
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/expired-first-love/
semes who are wrapped around their uke's little finger to the point that it's embarrassing
arranged by most to least number of ★ from my
personal rating
ship dynamic
I can read these mangas many times! I rate them >9.5/10 based on my own preferences, so there will be lots of non-mainstream BL
Genres: NO PWP, no doujinshi
Length: <100 chapters or 3 vols
Search by tags: http://www.mangago.me/home/people/12706/manga/1/
If you like this list, please click "RECOMMEND". Thank you XD
2nd list: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/655038/
3rd list: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3746699/
(IF 1ST LIST IS FULL, I'LL MOVE OLDER ONES TO MY LIST 2&3)
I solely collect all these heart-wrenching, nerve-racking stories which I love most of the time here, because I crave those pain. (I'll try to give my review about these after complete it, if it pick's my interest that much I also read the full Novel and share that )
Sometimes, I ponder why I'm tormenting myself by reading these ! Then it occurred to me, maybe it’s what I meant for.
(the amount of angst I read obviously unhealthy)
Just my masochist heart can’t get enough of it.
male leads that regret treating their significant others like shit, ignoring them, rejecting them, etc.
side dishes are:
"im just doing this for fun then ill leave him when i get bored" *doesn't get bored and becomes obsessed even*
"i dont like you but fine i guess i can play with you"
*becomes obsessed and clingy as hell*
"I'll leave you like the other when this gets too bothersome"
*gets left behind instead and now they're miserable*