He deserves and should be happy.
But he doesn't know if he can achieve it
Just imagine being from a good family, educated, and ending up dragged into prostitution.
Imagine being brilliant and incredibly intelligent and having your gifts suppressed and your body enslaved.
And when a new possibility appears on the horizon, everything is destroyed and he returns to hell again.
SH was a bright beacon of hope. The fact that he simply left Yuta behind was literally abandoning him in darkness without a future.
Joining the Kujo family was the last way he had to survive thanks to the use of his skills and remarkable intelligence.
Everything that drove him in life up to that point was "hatred" for SH.
Leaving all those years of suffering and everything he bled and lost up to that point behind must be really very difficult.
Burying that past and moving forward is even more challenging.
I hope that SH works hard to redeem himself and that Yuta finally manages to overcome his pain.
The most perfect details in each chapter. The author is more incredible than ever.
The facial expressions of the top... hot!
They're so hot!!! I can't!!
Well, maybe it's time to improvise a little, hahaha
Between slaps and kisses with these enemies-to-lovers that the author promised...
And I'm just imagining Dooshik and Jooha listening to everything right next door hahaha
OMG, Jooha is on the team as the getaway driver! I loved it!!!
SH put his own plan into action and now we just have to wait for a lovers' quarrel or a sweet reconciliation.
I would really like to see them getting along from now on.
In any case, the Kujo family must be preparing a retaliation, so...
Well, we'll only fully understand in the next update.
We don't know exactly what information Yuta trained Tora to give to SH.
SH took Dooshik in disguise so as not to be recognized by Yuta because, probably, he has his own plan in progress as well.
Let's keep an eye on it!
Toono and Kashima were fine a second ago...omg what's happening?
It's a little suffocating to see Itome go through so much because of Akemi's selfishness.
At least Yuri and Jimmy have become inseparable lovebirds.
Dooshik and SH become the duo Jaeil always dreamed of!!!
I screamed internally when I saw Dooshik with braids!
The author really designed him as the comic relief of this story.
Waiting for the plan Yuta will put into action.
Will SH be just another tool in this plot or will he put his own plan into action?
I'm curious!
Preparing my heart for the worst, hoping for the best.
As the story gets heavier and darker, the feeling that we will at least see a reasonable ending fades.
Since the chapters are roller coasters of highs and lows, I'll wait for the next one without much hope.
The author is a sadistic lunatic, but Yuta is a good
character, with a dark but coherent psychological drama.I wish he had a good ending after all.
Understand that the suffering Yuta went through won't simply be erased and easily forgotten with kind words and a few gestures of affection.
And that's exactly why I found the author very consistent.
There are so many stories where the ukes forgive the semes so easily and magically "forget" all the bad things they went through that, when we're confronted with a character like Yuta, we think he crossed a line and did too much.
But that's the extent of his suffering and resentment.
SH didn't stop him, much less fight back. More than ever, he understands that the harm Yuta suffered cannot be overcome.
And that, even though he didn't do anything directly in the past (except for leaving him waiting), SH realizes that he is the personification of the people who brought tragedy to Yuta's life.
Yuta, as someone with great pride, a sensitive soul, and a brilliant mind, cannot deny his own pain and resentment for everything and explodes in anger.
It's such a heavy and graphically disturbing story because the author uses so many details.
After everything that's happened so far, I really don't know how to feel about this whole thing anymore...
It hurt too much.
Yuta has been going through worse than we imagined.
For someone who has been on the brink of the abyss so many times, it's very difficult to accept kindness and goodness so easily.
SH has a long way to go to rescue our Yuta's heart and give him the life he deserves.
Knowing the author, I'm still expecting the worst
Kashima my boy
It's crazy, but I'm still rooting for Tamura (the guy with blue hair) with Yacchan...
The dynamic between Dooshik and SH is so fun!
Is it too much to ask that they talk and clear up the past?
That annoying stepson of Yuta's is sure to cause problems.
Anyway, it's hard to be too optimistic because of this author...
Finally things became a little clearer.
In the past, their feelings were clear and genuine. SH had good and real intentions to help Yuta. And everything went terribly wrong.
This misunderstanding that could have been resolved with a conversation?
Maybe.
But, a lot of time has passed, and as Yuta himself thought and was terrified before, how could just a few words completely erase his years of suffering and torture as if it never happened?
It's heartbreaking.
Knowing the author, something very bad is about to happen.
With SH aware of his feelings, I wonder if Yuta is being completely honest about this or if his revenge plan is still underway.
We can't forget the evil "stepson" in this equation, who will possibly bring chaos to the couple.
I just really wish the author would spare Yuta this time...
I can get enough how Dooshik became the comic relief in all this madness...
The flashbacks, little by little, are killing me.