oh wow, i really started this bc i ran out of things to read, then i fucking stayed BC OF HIS OLDER BROTHER!!!! i literally thought he's gonna get a story later but on this chapter suddenly I'm scared to move forward i really REALLY like his character eventho i know he barely showed up in the whole story but i really stayed for him ༎‿༎ but now I've lost motivation to continue. it's just pissing me off, bc i kinda get an idea how cliche it'll go. MC would go back to the ML, Gangster guy would give up and continue with whatever he's doing, since he already knew he didn't have feeling for the older brother I'm pretty sure he wouldn't force his way to be w mc knowing mc didn't have feelings for him, then finally there's no conclusion for the older brother, he's just gon' be there standing with the rest of the side character who's been used for the sake of plot (fuck i really hate this if this is true)
but pls if someone can tell me that I'm wrong, that maybe there's conclusion or another story concerning the older brother??? then i might be willing to give it a try again. this might be the first time I'm SOOO hung up on side character and LITERALLY just lost all my mood to continue JUST BC they didn't get much screentime they deserve (kinda funny considering they're all fictional and i fall DEEP for him even when he's barely in it wat the actual fuck)
can we move on already like srsly i don't wanna see an uncle getting molested by his nephew, i kinda hate him at first but knowing his backstory now I HATE THE NEPHEW MORE WITH ALL MY HEART?? LIKE WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU DID THIS FOR UR UNCLE ALONE?? WHY TF ARE THE KINGS IN THIS STORY HAVE THEIR BRAIN ON DICK??? HOW CAN THEY LEAD A KINGDOM?????? srsly poor uncle, the king should've known that his own father was getting molested by his own grandfather yet he still do that to his uncle what a sick prick
this is why i hate coming out story bc both pov can't be false, they react like that bc they've seen the world through their own perspective and that's why they're so defensive. it takes time to process but the thing is WAITING FOR THAT TIME TO COME BRING SO MUCH FAMILY ANGST BRUH I HATE IT!!
i finished chapter 49 thinking that finally FINALLY something went well for once ffs! but i should've known it was too naive of me to think like that bc soon as i saw the spoiler in the comments my jaw went to the floor immediately
ppl been saying that taegyeom outshine dohyun which is true but why do i feel like that's the author's intentions??? like appearance-wise in omega complex taegyeom beauty outshines every alpha, even dohyun. and in alpha trauma wooyeon beauty outshines every omega, even yoonwoo. and their dynamic is also kinda similar but switched (?), wooyeon is a lot like taegyeom (even the ways they hate their opposite 2nd gender) and dohyun is kinda like yoonwoo in a way. it's like the author ran out of personality bank to give their main character OR maybe they want to explore stories with the same dynamic but opposite approach iykwim but whatever ig as long as it's entertaining
avoidant x hopeless romantic??? the mc need to grow more back bone when facing ml, get ur shit together AND LOVE URSELF FFS!!! the ml need to stand his ground, just say no if you meant no in the first place, you're the older one why u stringing a kid 10years younger than u just bc you want to get outta situation w ur family you piece of shit??? anyway i think their dynamic is kinda realistic at some point but still they pissed me off so bad bc of that... mfs need some therapy and good punch in the face (┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻
i knew it's always gonna be like this. does some authors get a kick when they write this type of MC? like it's too typical bruhh, the fret and run type i already like the 2nd couple more tbh maybe I'll marinate this for later bc I'm sure the mc would do something stupid and stupid things pissed me off SO BAD, so I'd rather not torture myself. see y'all in the future ig
all the trauma that they're experiencing—and by them i mean jungcheol, minyoung, jc father & jungwoo— they somehow have this tunnel vision about things they want to achieve(?) the most and couldn't go about it any other way. like they're dead set on something but they couldn't look at it from different perspective. they all literally need to go see a therapist bro bc this shii hit too close to home.
also abt jc family, mannnnnn.... how do i say this, i wanna feel bad for what's coming for them?? but jc family are assholes but i also knew too damn well what trauma did to ppl like them—it don't justify their trashy act ofc but that's what trauma do, it makes ppl blind. and hurt ppl sometimes hurting other ppl, wether they mean it or not. idk man i guess I'm just too much of an empath (or maybe pushover tsk) but i really hope we can see some depth abt jc family, bc i know there's sO many story abt domestic violence and abused family, and the family would end up being the bad guy but I'd love to see their reason and the story behind them as well—not to justify their action, ofc not, but to see what they've been through from their perspective. but maybe that's just too much to ask so let's just go back to smut already
man how many times did i re-read this?? but am still crying this is so beautiful beyond words I can't even tell how much i adore the story
i cried, then i smiled, then i cried again, then i smiled, then i cried again, then smiled, and finally I'm crying while smiling!!! thank god it's finished, i can't keep up anymore, this shi hit too close to home
it's either he's trying to save teach or he's abt to kill him. guess we'll found out in next chapter
