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// WARNING ; Spoilers , thoughts , confusing theories //

Gut is saying Jesse is going to kill himself.
Thank you so much for the group translating this manga. Tried to access Lezhin for the raws but I have underminded the Korean language.

Finished reading chapter 33 at 1AM, have my final essay tomorrow and god knows Im not getting any sleep tonight.

The whole concept about the Moritat system and having the ability to erase and implant memories into someone was so creative and unique. I couldnt stop reading once I started putting the pieces together up until the recent chapters about a virtual reality. Both Jesse and Laws relationship in the virtual reality was so ..gentle in a weird way even though Law was a bit unstable. I enjoyed their relationship back there than now. When you realize that Law was acting the whole part, it makes everything so upsetting mostly because Jesse started to develop real feelings for Law, which now may be considered as fake since nothing was ever real? The scene where Jesse fell down the stair railings when Law tried to leave him made my heart tinge so much. The fact that Law even made that up, is disgusting. I dont understand the plot completely and everything Im saying may not even be one percent correct, but the whole relationship based on trust thing seemed so fragile but now ever so cynical. Law probably did this to take revenge on Jesse or his parents for whatever reason and if that was really the case, as bad as this may sound, I hope Law develops feelings for Jesse only having Jesse commit suicide afterwards. That may sound like a longshot but considering suicide and death are a vital aspect in this manga, I might not be insane.

Since there are only 40 some chapters, I hope the plot becomes more clear. Whos dead, whos not. Whats real, whats not. I mean, what if this was all a conspiracy between Jesses parents and Law? Because of this manga, Im also becoming slightly insane. I have a urge to reread this but Ill probably wait until its fully completed to do so.

Im just so upset and confused at the same time. What aspects within the virtual reality, a reality? Or was none of it ever true? Did Jesse really lose his memories? Did Law ever loved Jesse or only acting on pure hatred? Or the times Law embraced Jesse and treated him with such care, perhaps that was fake as well. Law mentioned that the virtual reality system has a feature to create a reality different than the actual reality of the individuals who enter it. What if , using actual modern virtual reality games as a reference, had everything already planned out in the beginning? If I didnt sound insane to you already, youre about to send me to psychologist. I mean you could still pick your choices and make decisions but the plot in the virtual reality was already all thought out, even the most tiny little things. Jesse said that the maids atitude and behaviour never changes. Perhaps it was already predetermined what she was going to do. In chapter 33/34, Law wakes up normally, possibly meaning he has the ability to switch in and out of the virtual reality and the real world, same goes to the maid. He also mentions that he keeps check of himself with his cigarette burns. It takes on a whole new level of disgusting twists in this manga.

To be honest, Im just overthinking everything. Watch the ending be simple and cliche.

--2AM goodnight.