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__ssen April 20, 2024 7:46 am

After this, she will (hang) off herself again, only then Heiner will “allow” her to divorce him, smh, as long as she keeps her promise to stay alive. The frustration this man gives me, he shitless thought she’ll still be happy after the first suic— all he does in this arc to sum up is having this confusing thoughts that Anette would never do this and that because “she’s afraid of pain, she’s frail, she’s a swan who was raised as a swan while I was raised like a duck and to only honk-honk.” Then the next chapters will be Heiner’s backstory which I REALLY want to skip but I’m reading it anyways, then after that the frontline arc.

I’m also looking forward to a deep down analysis of Heiner’s character, since I’m incapable of understanding his character that is down beaten (what I meant is the “whys” why is he like this and the how-when-who). Tho I think it’s because I’m deeply rooted to Anette’s character and her way to happiness that I’m quite bias. Hence why, if you have better understanding of Heiner’s character, do tell me bitte! (๑˃ᴗ˂)

    I DON'T GIVE A FUCK April 20, 2024 8:42 am

    No analysis
    He is just one perfect example of MISERY LOVES COMPANY type.

    JayJay (I'm back!) April 20, 2024 7:21 pm

    He wants to drag her down to his level because he doesn't think she will want to accept "the real him" otherwise: as a child he saw her from a distance and mistook her as this "angel of heaven", after which he started to use that dream as the one thing hold onto when he was being put through hell... But the problem is, once he got to meet her, he was faced with the "harsh reality" that she wasn't actually "how he dreamed" (she was "ignorant", "spoiled", etc).

    That was when he was hit with a double threat: on one hand, by the the notion that her *real* self, as an imperfect egotistical being, would not want to be with the "real" him, who was so inferior and moreover, so broken (so, he could only pretend being sth he wasn't, in order to have her) and on the other hand, also by the fact that his survivor's guilt as the sole survivor of his comrades' massacre made him feel like he was trampling on their sacrifice by falling for the egotistical and shallow daughter of the very same man who had massacred them (thus, by putting her through hell he could appease that survivor's guilt, while still getting to stay *with* her).

    To sum up: I do pity the guy, but yeah... he IS emotionally messed-up and self-destructive, so he needs lots of therapy.

    Merrycherry April 20, 2024 8:20 pm
    He wants to drag her down to his level because he doesn't think she will want to accept "the real him" otherwise: as a child he saw her from a distance and mistook her as this "angel of heaven", after which he ... JayJay (I'm back!)

    I second this.

    __ssen April 20, 2024 10:16 pm
    He wants to drag her down to his level because he doesn't think she will want to accept "the real him" otherwise: as a child he saw her from a distance and mistook her as this "angel of heaven", after which he ... JayJay (I'm back!)

    Oh!! This makes a whole lot of sense, I love your analysis of him!! I understand him a little now, tho I still don’t agree with his actions towards Anette. Such a cruel and sad mentality. He, indeed, needs a lifetime therapy.

    you tweeted this April 21, 2024 9:27 am

    bro, is she ever gonna find peace? thats the only thing i wanna know lol

    I DON'T GIVE A FUCK April 21, 2024 3:52 pm
    bro, is she ever gonna find peace? thats the only thing i wanna know lol you tweeted this

    What I'm worried is that she'll somehow forgive him and stay. That's going to be the shittiest ending.

    you tweeted this April 22, 2024 6:27 am
    What I'm worried is that she'll somehow forgive him and stay. That's going to be the shittiest ending. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK

    i read the ending of the novel as well as the side series, they did get end up together HAHA

    I DON'T GIVE A FUCK April 22, 2024 10:20 pm
    i read the ending of the novel as well as the side series, they did get end up together HAHA you tweeted this

    Cant say I understand her. I don't have masochistic tendencies.
    (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

    you tweeted this April 23, 2024 1:31 am
    Cant say I understand her. I don't have masochistic tendencies. (● ̄(エ) ̄●) I DON'T GIVE A FUCK

    youre missing out on life dude. pain is good,,, if consented. ahahahahhahahah

    I DON'T GIVE A FUCK April 24, 2024 5:43 am
    youre missing out on life dude. pain is good,,, if consented. ahahahahhahahah you tweeted this

    The abuse she had doesnt look like asked, you know.

    I DON'T GIVE A FUCK April 24, 2024 5:44 am
    youre missing out on life dude. pain is good,,, if consented. ahahahahhahahah you tweeted this

    I find consentful BDSM hot. What's being done to her is abuse.

    you tweeted this April 24, 2024 8:05 am
    I find consentful BDSM hot. What's being done to her is abuse. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK

    i was just replying to your comment about you dont have masochistic tendencies lol, what she has, she can have it all by herself

__ssen April 15, 2024 8:41 pm

Remember when we all rooted for Jeffrey to be the end game since day one? The hype about it was insaneeee— we shipped since DAY UNO and it finally fully sailed
almost 5 YEARS LATER y’all!!! OMG MY JEFFREY MY MAN MY BOY MY HOT MAMAMIA and it ended with them married. IM DEAD IM ACTUALLY DEAD I DIED

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__ssen April 20, 2024 5:58 am

Does anyone know the manhwa where the ML (black haired) and FL (noble, blonde) dated but it was soon revealed that the ML suffered from the FL’s family and the FL didn’t have a clue about what was happening behind the scene, and some kind of revolt about the nobles was happening, the ML was the leader and the FL tried tried to off herself —???

__ssen February 23, 2024 12:52 pm

Does anyone know that title of a manhwa where she said instead of the son she marries the father, and the ML is a 1000 yrs old northern duke with black hair and red eyes (i think??) and is very powerful. I think the fl has pink hair (?)

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