These couple latest chapters healed smth in me ngl
I love he reassured him,told him that he loves him and that what he did is smth that he cant undo but he wished he hadnt, cause what he did to him is really hurtful, i still cant get rid of that feeling of betrayal when i read this, but they talked and i think he already hates himself for doing that to Hoin ,so i dont have to hate him too .
He has always loved him, the reason he accepted to sleep with him so he wouldnt sleep around. He only wants him, even when he is so messed up now.
Do you think he can push away the one guy he has always loved who also wants him?
To me the fact he wants to sleep with him feels like and excuse to just be smth to him, to matter more than someone else
They are just friends with benefits at most tho, no honesty from both sides. But its like they know, its not just that. They know there is a reason why both put up with eachothers bullshit.
Yall are so sane and good for you, but i want Minhyung to get him, i want him to be loveddd xp
He has been trying for years and now director comes and just has him. And he forces himself into him just as much, a superior acting like that would be sexual harassment guys
Anyways i hope he picks and doesnt sleep with bothhh
Cause i feel he does like Minhyung a bit too much too, he isnt an idiot. He know too well what Minhyung feels
I think he would love that too,as long as its hyung xp
If u think about it,he needs therapy,cause he has lost himself and any reason. Noone deserve to be chased to the point you lose yourself.
The fact he can commit murder or hurt himself shows my guy is lost in a dark abyss.
And he was just a very lonely child who didnt deal well with his more mature emotions. His needs werent met, something went really wrong for him to be this messed up.
Not that it would justify murder. But since this is fiction ill just let my morals slip for a bit. Probably cause i feel really bad when he feels abandoned.
I know im not the only one who feels bad for a disturbed character
"He has been trying for years and now director comes and just has him." Isn't that how life works? Working hard at trying to seduce someone doesn't mean you "deserve" that person. More often than not, someone else comes along and it just works out easily.
I think it would have been realistic.
I really like the Director, but you are right that he comes in a bit too strong in my opinion. I mean, we all know Yijae won't be with him anyway and will continue to let the white haired guy control his life.
Well i dont understand why him coming “a bit too strong” is okay for most here.
Yijae isnt as innocent or naive as most make him. He knows. He is aware and he pretends to not know so how is that being controlled? Minhyung is manipulative buut funnily enough i think he doesnt need to be. These two are playing a sick game as for now. They are both disturbed. Like im fine if he picks director. But i dont think he actually wants that.
Yu is going to do anything for him and they are so in love and they are talking and they care for eachother’s feelings and they are the best.
Lol