the audacity of this bastard really never fails to fucking piss me off. he's still bringing up bullshit like that. even when he's scared shitless, he didn't repent. he still thinks he's better than cheongyeon. even after he got that scary warning, he thinks cheongyeon isn't sincere about suhan? i know he doesn't know the full story about cheongyeon & suhan, but that's exactly why he should shut the fuck up
i'm queer & i'm out (to everybody but my mother), but there is nothing insincere with being scared & wanting to stay closeted. for those closeted, it's not their partner they can't trust, but society. if this son of a bitch ends up dating suhan like he wanted to so badly, he would've outed suhan. where would his sincerity lie? with how much of a pussy he is, would he have been able to handle suhan's parents?
ntm, the way he talks about the damil (? the cafe manager). he acts as if he's so sincere & pining after him so badly, but he was literally sexually harassing & bothering suhan j recently. what the fuck?
i don't particularly dislike his character, but i don't understand that selfishness. i don't understand telling someone you're confessing to their lover, & doing so too - like i don't understand pursuing someone's lover in general, even if you've had feelings for them for a long while. aren't you j looking down on their feelings towards their partner right now? will you really be happy if you confess, & then they immediately break up with their partner for you? like what would that say about that person for dumping someone as soon as someone else confesses? what's the basis of "i'm the better choice" if the only grounds you have is how you met & not who you are now? it's not j nishina i guess, but i j don't understand these feelings & actions. some selfish feelings/acts can be understood, justified, or even shrugged off, but this leaves a bad taste in my mouth. again, i don't dislike nishina because at the end, he j confessed & didn't really force his feelings unto sae, but yeah
he says that as if he isn't using said omega & his fucking mother because of his emotions? his greed, his ego, his control issues - all of that stem from emotions. j because he has the resources to use & fuck others around with money, doesn't mean he isn't a slave to his own emotions. this j reminds me of men saying women are too emotional, yet it's those same men who're usually violent & sensitive when a woman rejects them or are mad when women are promoted in the workplace instead of them. j a bunch of insecure fucks
he literally provoked & disrespected cheongyeon AND suhan both in front of everyone & even individually. he's always going on about how he's "better" because of that but really, it j shows he's a fucking shameless freak who disrespects boundaries & peoples relationships/dignity, yet he has the fucking galls to call cheongyeon a psycho for responding likewise? how else was cheongyeon supposed to act to get him to stop when suhan has tried to do so multiple times, & countlessly each time too. he won't stop after being told nicely, & now that cheongyeon's not nice because he'll j take advantage & ignore nice people, suddenly cheongyeon's the problem? like genuinely, how else could cheongyeon go about it effectively with a shameless & disrespectful bastard like this?










i want to be in the position of both of them. dohyun is hot as fuck holding himself back & he has the fucking privilege of holding such a fucking cutie who loves him so much so clearly, OH MY GOOOD LET ME INNN BETWEENNN