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i want to be in the position of both of them. dohyun is hot as fuck holding himself back & he has the fucking privilege of holding such a fucking cutie who loves him so much so clearly, OH MY GOOOD LET ME INNN BETWEENNN

the audacity of this bastard really never fails to fucking piss me off. he's still bringing up bullshit like that. even when he's scared shitless, he didn't repent. he still thinks he's better than cheongyeon. even after he got that scary warning, he thinks cheongyeon isn't sincere about suhan? i know he doesn't know the full story about cheongyeon & suhan, but that's exactly why he should shut the fuck up

i'm queer & i'm out (to everybody but my mother), but there is nothing insincere with being scared & wanting to stay closeted. for those closeted, it's not their partner they can't trust, but society. if this son of a bitch ends up dating suhan like he wanted to so badly, he would've outed suhan. where would his sincerity lie? with how much of a pussy he is, would he have been able to handle suhan's parents?

ntm, the way he talks about the damil (? the cafe manager). he acts as if he's so sincere & pining after him so badly, but he was literally sexually harassing & bothering suhan j recently. what the fuck?

i don't particularly dislike his character, but i don't understand that selfishness. i don't understand telling someone you're confessing to their lover, & doing so too - like i don't understand pursuing someone's lover in general, even if you've had feelings for them for a long while. aren't you j looking down on their feelings towards their partner right now? will you really be happy if you confess, & then they immediately break up with their partner for you? like what would that say about that person for dumping someone as soon as someone else confesses? what's the basis of "i'm the better choice" if the only grounds you have is how you met & not who you are now? it's not j nishina i guess, but i j don't understand these feelings & actions. some selfish feelings/acts can be understood, justified, or even shrugged off, but this leaves a bad taste in my mouth. again, i don't dislike nishina because at the end, he j confessed & didn't really force his feelings unto sae, but yeah

Third year Kumai wants to enjoy his final days of youth. He wants a girlfriend, but was never able t...

Third year Kumai wants to enjoy his final days of youth. He wants a girlfriend, but was never able t...

RYU IAN SHOVE OVER FUCKKK GIVE ME BAEK EUNSAN J ONE CHANCE BAEK EUNSAN PLEASEEE

BOTTOMS WANTING TO GET DICKED IS SO FUCKING HOTTT I LOVE THIS SO FUCKING MUCHHH

he says that as if he isn't using said omega & his fucking mother because of his emotions? his greed, his ego, his control issues - all of that stem from emotions. j because he has the resources to use & fuck others around with money, doesn't mean he isn't a slave to his own emotions. this j reminds me of men saying women are too emotional, yet it's those same men who're usually violent & sensitive when a woman rejects them or are mad when women are promoted in the workplace instead of them. j a bunch of insecure fucks

is this when we start seeing whether mc has feelings for mr reaper or not?

are there missing pages cuz i felt like at least 10 pages is gone. how'd we jump from their tense meet-up with a lot of thoughts to j... this? i'm sorry, but i cannot read the minds of fictional characters man

you ain't leaving him AT ALL with that crazed out look if he admits bruh, you'd drill him even harder in fact

he literally provoked & disrespected cheongyeon AND suhan both in front of everyone & even individually. he's always going on about how he's "better" because of that but really, it j shows he's a fucking shameless freak who disrespects boundaries & peoples relationships/dignity, yet he has the fucking galls to call cheongyeon a psycho for responding likewise? how else was cheongyeon supposed to act to get him to stop when suhan has tried to do so multiple times, & countlessly each time too. he won't stop after being told nicely, & now that cheongyeon's not nice because he'll j take advantage & ignore nice people, suddenly cheongyeon's the problem? like genuinely, how else could cheongyeon go about it effectively with a shameless & disrespectful bastard like this?

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i feel like side stories used to j be additions or extras to the main story, but a lot of the manhwas i've read this year/the last (considering how long manhwas take to complete), the side stories feel like either a whole new season/are spin-offs. maybe i'm j used to mangas? i'm not complaining about more content, it's j sometimes i don't expect heavy topics that i feel would've been more appropriate as a part of the main story compared to as a side story. sometimes these heavy topics don't get their justice either when it's j a side story too, but maybe that's why & it j lets the author share a bit without having the responsibility to make it as exciting & thrilling as the main story?

2 things - the university kids & yeon. when i was in university/college, i genuinely dgaf about whether someone was sponsored or not. now that i'm an adult, idgaf about nepo babies in the workplace, so long as they were good at their job & their work didn't negatively impact mine. why are these kids making such a big fuss over yeomin? what's ridiculous to me is the "i knew there was smth off about him since freshman". you all saw his state when he was a freshman, so you'd know his situation then & now are both different, yet all throughout, he was always able to get great grades. ntm his "friends". you used him for the grade, & instead of asking him genuinely about it because even he seems flabbergasted, you j turn around after looking at him with disgust? genuinely, your fucking AUDACITY. also, the TA not being able to answer yeomin about HIS scholarship, but so easily telling 3rd parties things that he fucking knows could start rumours? wow, the shamelessness in all of these stupids are fucking crazy, yet they have the fucking galls to say yeomin is shameless & to say yeomin shouldn't be attending school anymore

secondly, yeon, what the hell? so many infuriating things i could say, but it all simmers down to genuinely what the fuck? i've known he would do this though, it was very clear he would, but at least be subtle about it? meet with the people in charge outside, at a restaurant or something. what the hell are you doing going into the university like that? that's such a fucking stupid move. i don't know if it's cuz this was supposed to be a plot device, but for someone so rich who's done so many deals, yeon was really fucking stupid for the way he went about this one. & saying that bullshit & then looking up at yeomin. i understand yeon is likely stupid in the head & saw nothing wrong or shameless with sponsoring someone, but at least THINK!! WHY IS IT SO IMPORTANT TO YEOMIN FOR HIM TO GET ALL OF THIS BY HIMSELF!!

his hissing at the list is so funny to me hshshs