stop the hate towards the blonde!!! its obvious he means no harm, he is literally a kid suffering at home. Il is the type of person who would help anyone in need. He set his boundaries right as he should. That blond twink is about to become their child idc
he tried to kiss a man who he knows is taken, so no, he doesn't "mean no harm." he doesn't respect boundaries. suffering at home doesn't give you the right to pursue someone who's already in a relationship. and the blonde is not 12. no need to coddle a grown ass man. perhaps he was added as a character who will learn how to have boundaries and develop friendship with leewon and il, but he sure isn't harmless
embarrassed to ask but can someone give me an explanation about the start of this chapter and what happened with the last member of the group?? was happy not able to feel happiness even before the drugs or because of the drugs??
at the beginning of the chapter we have jaeyoung’s psychiatrist explaining how the drug affected jaeyoung’s feelings and why he is incapable of feeling happiness: because of the drug incident he can’t produce serotonin. so, to bring his feelings back, he will proceed with an alternate route based on dopamine (dopamine instead of triggering happiness it triggers pleasure). long story short, he will boost the dopamine mechanism as an alternative.
then we have jaeyoung’s band members. seungmin basically planned the whole meeting behind jaeyoung’s back so that jaeyoung realizes they are not actually mad at him because of how things went with the disbandment (yk jaeyoung feels he is partly responsible of it so he thought they hated him). seungmin also planned this meeting because he knows that jaeyoung used to have fun when he was in the group.
and lastly, we don’t really know about the missing member, we’ll just have to wait and see. hope this long ass explanation helps lol










the author genuinely lost me with this chapter. this is so close to sa or grape. there is so much miscommunication and such a lack of trust. at first it was understandable but once he saw how the bottom always found his way to his apartment, that should have been enough. instead of reacting with sincerity, he reacted with so much aggression. that is not a child anymore but a grown man, why is he letting out all his frustration on the one person that actually cares