Genuinely boy, the serpent and you deserved what was coming to you after what you did to Doram. Did you expect no consequence towards actions meant to harm another? Especially towards someone who did nothing to you (Doram)? Why don't you fcking focus all your energy on the serpent? He suffered all of that in place of you, although he also was involved.
I genuinely think in an example scenario (because I don't wanna say in another world), If I was in his situation, I would already be dead. Because I would rather work my ass off and wait until I've saved up enough money to pay for tuition, than push it when I don't have enough money. I would also rather die and kms than ask for help from someone who I know would ask me to do things that include defiling me. Or maybe it's just the su1c1d4l tendencies HAHAHAHAHAHHAA, because I would never.
Go away. Stay away. You're twisted, and you know it, I love that. Unlike some other person, lol. BUT please I need you to run, run and live your own life. Get a therapist. Hide. Do whatever.
A good communication arc. PREFERABLY a counseling session scene. If they JUST TALK, and I don't find the necessary 'details' to be talked about during that scene and I feel like the situation isn't justified on both sides, I'm DNFing this (probably not, I can power through bad stories because I have to have context so I can add my opinion), which is a shame because I love the complexity of Mokyeon's character. I have read a few complex characters (please don't make me enumerate them, I would literally have to go through my entire BL reading history because I don't remember titles and most characters, just the vibes of the story, I have a good/bad relationship with my memory) that were downplayed in their story, just because there was an urgency in them getting together. I would love an array of chapters of them conversing, rather than angry sex or pitiful sex.
Eun Haeil makes me wanna cry. The fact that he does like Pado and still would risk heartbreak just to talk to him even though Pado ignores him or straight up doesn't want anything to do with him it makes me wanna cry