Chapter full of thread and despair every time it focusses on Garam my heart jumps. I need Heejae to focus and hear the saxophone getting louder in the back
Compton comes to serve cunt, stir a broken pot, causes it a few more cracks then leave. He’s singularly been the worst thing to have happened to their relationship
That’s a BIG heart gap to stitch and I fear it’s gonna get undone very soon. Garam has been reaching his limits since the whole “ who did this to you” and this whole situation just speed up the process ughhh I feel so bad for him
It’s starting sighhh Ian lwk drained me in the novel
in his defense, ian went through a lot
But does him getting revenge on mc reasonable?
Mc didn't have any hand in ml's suffering tho
sadly and unfortunately, mc is the perfect object to exact his revenge. mc was at the wrong place at the wrong time. and for the record, i hate when authors use that kind of plot. :(
16 hours nonstop he practically tortured my nigga I’m in tears
Heejae is gonna follow up with his threat but x20 worse I can feel it in my bones. It doesn’t matter if at the end Compton beef with Garam is resolved and Garam defended himself properly, this is abt disrespecting Music and putting her at risk over something as trivial ( in his eyes) as a personal grudge.
I also take back my comment on Garam changes, im loving it, hes just more mature and professional
love Compton so much now, his story is so tragic. him and Garam being character foils of each other through their relationship with Heejae Compton as the first student to ever experience Heejaes knife and Garam as the last one and the one to dull his sharp blade even by a lil bit and how it affects them as individual characters. Plus it’s not like Heejae favouring Garam is a new thing that only started when they started dating, it’s been a thing since the very beginning either, so from the very start of their relationship with Heejae, Compton and Garam were never in the same playing field and the end of the chapter amplify that for me
Also it’s very realistic that Heejae is still winning in life despite all the abuse he’s ditched out on people simply bc of his influence and talent
I’m lwk scared that fame and Heejae are changing Garam love for music in the worst way possible like he can’t appreciate music unless there’s a piano involved or him / Heejae are directly involved. Scary thoughts in the mist of romance
He has agreed with Heejae on this tho "an orchestra is most beautiful when supporting a piano"
But I think its mostly because of compton and the cult like orchestra vibe and his body is giving him signals before its fully registering in his mind. Re-reading he has been writing a lot of stuff off for the sake of just making it through and playing with orchestra
No wonder garam cried ts is heavenly and so beautiful it feels like a proposal especially at the end it was like a warm kiss. Kim Heejae the man that you are
I actually hate bitchan so much I was expecting some grand reason but this bitch kidnapped him and tortured him simply bc he couldn’t keep his hole in his fucking pants. Shit plot shit character I hope he dies
Fuck his sister too I hope she dies too