I long back read one manga where they can have a book, they can manipulate or achieve everything. Art was so beautiful. Any one have any idea ? its a yaoi ! I guess it was having second couple as well ML found about book and try to come close to MC. And played as twin(illusion) but he is only one person.
It's not easy to be an fujoshi. I have started this journey at 2019 or way before. I kind of feel lonely as a single child. My only way of entertaining is reading these. Even as a working person for any one asks what you do on free time i can't express I like to read manhwa. After 2020 i anyhow reached for BL series of Thailand. At that time I came to know it's not an illusion many people do enjoy reading and watching series of BLs. As a mid twenties person I can't discuss this topic and enjoy with my close frnds. It's not that I can't bring up the topic it's afraid of being judged.
I can't scream internal screaming, i feel like hyperventilating finally muahh