Hey guys I’m looking for a really depressing bl or Yaoi whatever it is,, I’ve already read 10 years were I loved you the most, December rain, 1880, and incidentally living together. I want to cry really bad tonight. ╥﹏╥
this! i cried a lot with this one, it’s tragic but a really good one http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sakura_gari/
What’s the name of that one yuri of a butch and a married woman that doesn’t get a happy ending???
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yodaka_meguru/
Maybe it's what you're talking about

does anyone know why all of my reading history got wiped??
heres the link that compiled everything that happened
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/21255174/
I do not have the full link to all the information (you can probably find it somewhere on the forums here) but the short answer is; the website went down for a day, and after the devs fixed it all the data that contained the saved reading/read/want was unsalvageable, except for anything that you’d rated or tagged.