so this fucker decided to abuse him with pheromones?? WHILE THE DUDE IS PREGNANT!?! burn him at the stake.
But Ian‘s kinda right. eunsan never asks him about himself and I kinda wished they explored that convo a little more before cracking.. ian wants to be taken care of emotionally as well :(
I’m starting to feel bad for him. He looks so desperate and seriously needs help for his mental well being. I know nanjo shouldn’t have to deal with his crap but I really hope they resolve their issues quickly
I just read chapter 34 and it just confirmed orange hair is an asshole. He gives me the worst “nice guy”- ick. sarang has made it clear that she doesn‘t like him, yet he keeps on sticking to her and dragging everyone else down for her. He‘s in the WAYYYYY!
and I‘ve read quite a few comments glazing dohye. she‘s shit as well..? lol. subin is a bitch but orange hair and dohye keep on acting like they haven‘t played along for months/years. they‘re as guilty as subin, yet they‘re just throwing her under the bus. it‘s not like she didn‘t deserve it, but I kinda hate that there aren‘t any repercussions for them socially. Subin does have a victim mentality, but so does everyone else in the og friend group. none of them took proper accountability and just pushed everything on subin. the only ones without a victim mentality are red head and sarang. so I’m not sure how so many commenters end up only hating subin. she might be annoying as fuck, but her, sarang and red head are still my favorite characters. red head because he genuinely doesn’t care, sarang because she’s our little satan and subin because she’s the “flavor” this kinda story needs. hate her all you want, but her character is literally essential for a psychological story
wow this is beyond dark. Up until now it‘s just been grape so I‘m kinda concerned if and when we‘ll get to see the psychological aspect properly depicted. I really hope the artist/author shows us more than just fetishized grape and explores dark themes in a more meaningful way. otherwise I‘ll have to drop this and wish the remaining soldiers good luck for the rest of the story :/
absolutely hate the characters. everyone acknowledged that he lost his memory and hasn’t fully recovered. yet they put him in a straight jacket to sleep in and avoid him like the plague while explaining nothing. I don’t give a shit how terrible he might have been before his memory loss. you don’t treat a confused patient with amnesia like that. and that fuckass guide? he ignores his partner to the point of attempting suicide, watch him be ignored and excluded while being his attending doctor, refuse to treat him as he doesn’t want to guide him, yet also refuses to pass him on as a patient and partner..? hello? am I tweaking or missing some puzzle pieces? and then that performative concern when he was taken into an additional examination with his straight jacket, as if he didn’t watch him in that fackass suit for days. honestly fuck everyone and I don’t care what an ass the ML was. prisoners are treated better than this.. I’m pissed
soooo.. that dude decided to ask him to be his fwb after lecturing him about his friend just trying to use him? deadass? he himself knows that our dense princess is a little slow in regards to people so why the hell would he suggest that? what an ass.
why is every ML shit in bl manhwas these past few months? never had a problem with second male lead syndrome but I‘m starting to have it. these authors need to start giving us MLs that are actually likeable again because why the f should I want them as the endgame couple?
as someone with facial piercings and a butthole, I’m terrified.. man you gotta leave
I get the ML doesn’t know what really happened and has a hard time believing what the MC is saying. but waterboarding him in the toilet? rape torturing him in the next chapters? what is this nonsense?
they were awful parents. 7 year contract? did they actually think that would work? ken’s response/anger as a kid made so much sense. and since those two took too long to actually explain anything, the damage was already done. ken already resented her too much and suddenly going back would be hard. especially for someone as stubborn and traumatized as him. and nick? he did literally nothing wrong. why is he being punished? it is obvious that FL neither wants to go back to the old house, nor continue playing his mother. I know she just wanted to fulfill her promise, but all she did was essentially traumatize these children and then discard them. you can’t swoop in, force yourself into the role of a mother and then suddenly just dip. she would have done less damage staying away from the kids then this shit. seriously. what was she thinking? and don’t get me started on the husband. spineless coward that took too long to explain the situation to his kids, took too long to get back the FL and is now forcing himself in her orbit after she made it clear that she didn’t want him in there. I dislike them both and honestly f them both because they came up with that shit plan. smh
I refuse to believe they don’t know how serious this issue is. they cancelled the kdrama “perfect crown” for not depicting korean royal customs correctly yet greenlight this. first mark from nct wearing a shirt with the confederate flag, and now jaxx writing a story about the darkest times of US history with a poc and white man in a master-slave relationship. what the heck is going on?
dojin pisses me tf off with his reaction. those 2 never did something wrong an remind you, dojin used to sleep with alphas, got an omega pregnant and treated him like a surrogate and begged said omega to keep the baby. or better said pressured. I know this entire interaction was supposed to be comedic relief but I‘m still angry because of love is an illusion plus the secrecy regarding byul‘s grandma. He was already on thin ice but now I feel like smacking him every time he opens his mouth. hyesung. go put him on a leash or something. :/
I couldn‘t care less about his backstory. MC‘s as well as ML‘s highschool story is just giving lukewarm. sorry but I‘m bored as hell. and ML still seemed somewhat normal. or better said, functional. dafuq made him do the shit the present? the story started strong and seemed interesting in the beginning. but at this point, I just dislike both characters. I can‘t even feel for the MC. I still remember his perspective of the events and even then I was like: meh. I‘m truly apathetic towards both characters, which is a first for me. usually I‘m up complaining and bitching even for the side characters of a story. anyone else struggling to truly immerse into this manhwa and feel for the characters?
is someone else starting to get triggered by the multiple uploads of a chapter? it used to happen once in a while. but nowadays you get up to 5 uploads of the same chapter for almost every manhwa and chapter. is there something I can do about this?
rape as punishment? RAPE?!? dude what? am I tweaking? literally do anything else that does not include violence. wtf? break up, get him help for his alcoholism and not just the other stuff.. ANYTHING! I hate this. why is this normalized here? why are we still in a state where the MC is afraid of the ML? how the fuck are they still dating? why do we just brush past the rape after the pathetic little sorry? mind you.. the ‚s’ was even missing. so was it even a full apoloy? I‘m so fucking pissed
grayson is an ass but these damn firefighters are giving me an actual headache. why do they keep on whining about every damn thing? can‘t believe I‘m here defending grayson after the shit he pulled in the other 2 manhwas, but this is just ridiculous. whining about and to the women because you can‘t get laid? how is this grayson‘s fault? and it‘s always that damn asswipe that causes the issues and keeps on yapping. he‘s the reason dane folded grayson even though he verbally and physically attacked grayson first. now after attacking the women, dane is expected to „avenge“ that asshat? why? and why is every other firefighter okay with that? I wanted grayson to suffer for his bullshit but that station is just pathetic. someone please make them suffer as well. (except my man dane of course. he has nothing to do with this shitshow and I love him for that. but I‘m actually starting to feel bad for grayson because why does he keep on catching his soulmate‘s hands when it‘s other people‘s fault? XD)
someone getting hard/ wet is not consent. someone freezing and not saying something is not consent. like I get this being a manhwa but the fact every manhwa utilizes rape for absolutely no reason in almost every single damn adult bl manhwa is so damn tiring. WHYYYYYYYY?.. ML irritated me but after this shit I actually hate the blonde dude… :/

















