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I don't know... I don't think the top has genuine feelings for the mc i think(?) Sure, they fuck & he even made the contract with mc but maybe the top only keep him by his side bc he's guilty & to make sure he's really safe after the incident with the obsessive dude.. and tbh, if the obsessive dude wasn't so mentally fucked up i think they'd be good couple since mc was the one who saved him.. hmm.. I mean it's good tho that the top life is getting better after saving mc, but mc's feeling wasn't really being reciprocate by the top..
Or perhaps I just have an extremely insecure problem
Errm isn't the MC the top?
I actually do feel like the MC loves the incubus but he doesn't really know how to express it openly
Because going all the way to save him from that crazy phok wasn't just saving a friend. He probably said that to justify his actions
Agreeing to that contract was proof that he loves the incubus because it entails giving his soul to the incubus and he didn't even ask for any wish like the condition of the contract stated
So... in the end, Jonathan died to follow Wald and left Makoto alone... Now Makoto being the greatest demon has to find/help create demon who will surpass him so he can follow Jonathan... it is truly a loop...
Did Jonathan really loved Makoto tho... I know he did said he loved Makoto once.. but he might be bluffing to shake Makoto up.. imo, Jonathan is still very much in love with his previous owner.. if he really did love Makoto, he wouldn't say his name and shattered away... Jonathan could have just stay together with Makoto but he chooses to leave instead..
Js love will always be Wald, he loves Makoto as his "savior" but that's it. Imo, makoto low-key got played. He ended up at the top, but that wasn't even what he wanted, he just wanted J to see him/love him back but in the end, J chose to leave.
I'd be hella embarrassed & pissed if I were M, did all that just to end up lonely and dickless
He realized too late that he didn’t want to destroy J, just be seen by him. And then J goes and destroys himself. I’m glad J got the last laugh, but I feel terrible for M.