Omg the first chapters somewhat felt like me and my ex friend. Im the one who keeps looking out for him because i can feel that he is a closet (im out even way back highschool) then another closet guy (WHO IS MY CRUSH) likes him discretely.
This dumb crush of mine thought that something is between me and my friend (stupid closet queen). He suddenly smack me at the computer cafe for no reason. I cried so bad and my straight friends are shocked and some wants to punch him but i stopped them. That time i thought he found out that i like him or maybe that he noticed that i saw that he has the yellow mask and blue app. I was able to figure out when they became together with their toxic secret relationship. I was able to notice that because i am very observant to be honest. I transferred to another class with more foreign students because i felt lonely and local students find it trouble some to speak english with me.
Whenever i see the MC or the ML’s attitude, i always remember the deep anger within me that i hate some closet queens (not all i have few friend that are like that) in a relationship aspect. I had a boyfriend like both of them, one is torn between me and a girl then the other one is between his feelings to me and what the world will say. Its so frustrating to be in a relationship with them i felt a rug but luckily I slowly understand them because of my kind friends but the story triggers something. Please dont get mad at me and my experiences :(











Way better than real life but please never inside since it is so hassle to clean HAHA