The story begins with yuzuru as a blank canvas. He has no recollection of what happened in the past until takumi comes up to him, confesses and they end up a couple. (Obviously in this part it was all fast-phased until he locks him up). Takumi begins hinting at ayato who yuzuru has no memory of anymore and only when takumi brought up the part of them going to the shrine and him leaving ayato for dead was what triggered the memory back.
He has recollections bits by bits, which i believe they made quite unclear esp with his mom. (If i'm right she was the one who held the photo and kept saying not forget them- in chapter one the lady who appeared to be his mom doesn't seem to be his mom. They mention that his dad lived in Soudou before getting re-married so i concluded that he got adopted at some point or something) basically, their dad lived in the shrine and was a monster who fed on any living thing. (Some with reason maybe; but others purely to survive because he /does/ get hungry and lose control)
When they were kids it appeared that their dad really wished to see yuzuru. Though yuzuru didn't actually know his real relations to the twins, it was obvious that the twins did. Ayato wanted to be with him and love yuzuru but takumi wanted to prevent them being around him.
Also note that yuzuru blaming himself can be legit with reference to the incidents in his childhood. With the dog that died- it barked on yuzuru when they were passing by the shrine and moriyama whom yuzuru 'didnt really like' (ayato mentioned this); his dad might have devoured them for this reason.
Ayato mentioned about betraying their father (this wasn't explored but maybe something that had to do with keeping distance from yuzuru or bringing yuzuru to the shrine who knows). So, Ayato does bring him to the shrine hoping that seeing Yuzuru would make their father's condition better. But it didn't and they saw him at a bad time when he was 'hungry'. Ayato seemed to be familiar with the trait, which led him to tell yuzuru to run and thus ending up as their father's feed. Their dad, as per the narration, seemed to have lost sense and wanted only to feed that when he realized he ate his own son, cried in the corner of the shrine as he held ayato's bones. Yuzuru didn't seem to have ran off then and watched the whole thing happen and witnessed their father setting himself on fire over the grief of his actions. It was obviously traumatic for Yuzuru thus losing his memory after the events.
As per the fire that happened when Yuzuru went to the shrine again, it appeared that he too attempted to set himself on fire. The doctor said it himself that Yuzuru surviving it is a miracle, with his lunga burned so much it looked like damp firewood and 1/3 of his internal organs chunked out lest he has also "inherited" his father's inhuman/monstrousity conditions. If we consider this then at some point their dad was just a regular guy who fell in love thus having yuzuru and the twins- and only developed to become worse as he aged with time.
Yuzuru then concludes that it was only a matter of time that he too would end up like his father. He doesn't want to be, and he thought that lighting himself up like his dad did could finish the chain of events and also atone for ayato's death even if takumi doesn't forgive him. But it's revealed at this part that takumi is done with revenge because he too fell in love with yuzuru already.
After sneaking out of the hospital yuzuru says his final goodbyes and commits suicide with takumi. It's unclear how their graves ended up in the shrine but as per the flash if events it was obvious that the two boys didn't rest until they found them- leads to the conclusion that they were respobsible for the graves.
In the end, with yuzuru and takumi promising to be together and ending the chain of the happenings, they become the spiritual guardians of the shrine where his father committed suicide. At this point i think they're mostly stopping children from being spirited away since there's no monsters there anymore (plus it's going to be torn down soon).
Bc, wherever I go, there are people fighting over the slightest thing. Not a civilized discussion of two persons who disagree, which should be thebthing, but a cat fight full of insulting and denigrant words.
Why this community became so agresive? Where went the tolerance?
Where went the manners?
You all know you can defend your pov without calling anyone all short of names? You all know your truth is not the only and one truth?
Well. Sorry for this sudden message.
Of course, this not applies to all people here, I'm aware. Just... I can't stand this gratuite rudeness.
I'm prepared for hate comments. Buy I'll not be answering again here.
So I actually have a few reasons why I and to dislike straight romance. 1. In general, media is oversaturated with boy/girl relationships. Almost every book/movie/tv show/etc has some kind of straight romantic subplot, usually underdeveloped and almost always unnecessary. Not that same gender romantic subplots can't ever be forced or unnecessary, b......
With my goddamn luck I'm sure I'd get my period on that same day, wearing white pants in a very public place. I'd be the first woman ever to *for real* get pregnant in a pool without having sex. The hair on my legs would suddenly grow dark and thick, the way it's never been for me as a man. I'd try to masturbate and I would end up in the e.r. becau......
the uke or seme or both it doesn't matter
thanks
also it could be their past and they got hot or something it doesn't really matter to me
Perpetual exhaustion. But I suppose I'm content. Living with chronic insomnia is something else. I can't legally drive because of it, but I don't mind taking public transit all that much. I'm an art professor, working part-time and I do what I love. My students seem to like me which is a bonus. I have a cozy apartment right by the ocean and I like ......
Homeboys got the right idea but you can tell he's a newbie because he totally forgets to pass his cards around *before* everyone gets hot and heavy. I've got high hopes for him though.
Thank You for your time (=・ω・=)
Lol, I even feel out of place being by myself.
This a isn't manga related ... But...
Can anyone rec. some JRock songs/bands ?
I'm new to this genre of music (=・ω・=)
From what i gathered from the manga, the twins, takumi and ayato share the ...