Does anyone here know the GameKnight999 series? Minecraft fanfiction? Yeah no one was a bigger fan of that series than me (●- ◡ -●)
The ending is definitely rushed and i feel the hyung should have immediately sought therapy before everything became all happy dandy to make sure his mental health is alright and that the mc should have had the time to come to terms with the selfishness of his behaviour and make amends. A running theme in this story is the kindness of the mc which the hyung was attracted to and this caused him to suppress aspects of his personality he deemed unworthy of such kindness and the feelings he had for the mc hence he drew a line between them causing the split personality.
The mc's decision to not tell his hyung immediately and get him a good psychiatrist for the sake of his own carnal pleasure is a very selfish act, and things could have gone really wrong, what if fusion wasn't a possibility and what if the hyung couldn't come to terms with himself/feelings and decided to take drastic measures because of his confusion with memories and maybe decided to cut off all contact or physically harm himself.
While i understand were both of them are coming from, it is quite concerning that it is not made clear the possible consequences of his actions and when you consider that the people around the mc have a good grasp on human psychology it makes it inconsistent and out of place, not to mention before liking hyung romantically, the mc saw him as a very important person that was practically family, not informing him of his mental health issues makes me question that initial familial love.
All in all, it wasn't bad, the story was cute and the sex scenes were well drawn. The second couple are quite interesting and the ending was rushed but alright.
Ruby only knows the Ai she saw on tv, that Ai was vibrant, joyful, strong, and unbreakable, she gave a sick girl like her hope and dreams and the escape from the cruel reality that she had been abandoned by her mother. Ruby died at a very young age and as she said the only lights in her life were sensei and Ai, although she was reborn as Ai's daughter, we must remember that she died young and she would not be able to fully comprehend the multitude and complexity of emotions hidden in Ai's smile and laugh hence her image of her mother is one of perfection and unshakeable resolve. This Ai is not how Ai always was, Ruby need to understand the person behind the idol and the emotions that underline her every action so that she can really see the Ai that Ai desperately wanted to rediscover.
Aqua on the other hand knows this, but it is no use telling Ruby directly because she must discover it herself to grow as an actress and also to gain an awareness of herself and the core of her character and personality. This must be her discovery and i think Aqua understands this. We don't know much about Aqua's past life from his view hence his ease of descent into psychopathy and manipulation cannot be fully explained, what we do know is he has a firm and deep knowledge of human behaviour and emotional complexities unlike Ruby and to him she is not only his sister but a patient whose well being he must place above all else including his own such that even though he knows he's falling apart he doesn't care.
Ai is a character whom we know so little about and we are still discovering, but we know she is an expert at lying to herself due to her occupation. She is confident in her appearance and ability and is a hard worker who polishes herself constantly so she can shine above others. She understands and takes in all the negative emotions and feelings other have towards her but she doesn't rank they highly, instead she continues to strive and doesn't stifle her growth for the gratification of other people. In this sense she was perfect, unmoveable, and unbreakable. She knew herself well and her inability to understand love and she battled with these thoughts and emotions frequently but she is also an expert at brushing aside issues like this hence its only when her kids are born that she really focuses on this issue as alluded to by the opening song and the story itself.
All the characters have had traumatic experiences as part of their job or as a consequence of this, and this had shaped their lives and affected their decisions in profound ways thus giving each character in the story an ethereal yet realistic depth and touches on key points in our society with focus on the reality of idol life.
based on the current commentary, i'm considering dropping this. could someone tell me exactly what happened in summary
Thank you so much for answering the cry of many. You don't know how happy i am to read chapter 19 and 20 without bursting into a fit of uncontrolled laughter then descending into a period of annoyance and pain.
she is a very bad judge of character and overestimates her own worth because she has no education on political affairs and she doesn't understand or know what it means to be a member of nobility and royalty. she behaves like a child always talking in third person thinking its cute, it was alright when she was just a mistress but as an empress that is a blatant show if incompetence. she spends all her time hating the wrong people and getting in trouble instead of working on where she lacks.
She has had shitty luck with people but its like she learns nothing from every bad experience she goes through, i get that she has had a hard live but she had truly gone too far as i have said she is like a child thinking the good people are always the ones to listen to what she says and give her whatever she wants and it is very sad because she had no one to trust or turn to.
I sympathise with her a lot, she is just an ignorant poor child thrown into a very cruel environment where no one actually cared for her in the slightest, the emperor brought her there with sweet promises but his love has always been questionable seeing as he never taught her or cautioned her behaviour, it was clear to everyone but her that she was merely an incubator for an heir. The duke, her dad, the emperor, all don't really care for her as a person and her behaviour speaks volumes about how much she has been let down as she clings to anyone who says nice things about her. She is an unfortunate character but her choices and actions are irredeemable, she must take accountability for her them and leave the palace all together.
"i'm the one who's gonna take care of you buddy"
"if you just open your eyes you'll see it dude"
"you're being analyzed man"
"becoming indebted to lord areshu is the slickest and quickest way baby"
I feel cleansed and purified(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ but also
"two lover entwined pass me by, but heaven knows i'm miserable now" ╥﹏╥
There is surprisingly a plot to all this, the characters are all compelling in their own way, they are crazy, the people who made them that way are also crazy, their world is total batshit and they are right in the centre of the storm, we've seen the perspectives of two and so far it has got me hooked.
the mc is also a mystery character wise and story really takes things are never what they seem literally and figuratively. Not to excuse the rape but the story is unique compared to all the other guide and esper mangas i have seen so despite it i am compelled to see the story through to the end
Or like your past (years ago) activities here in mangago??? Cause bruhhhh what was I thinking???? Why was I so cringy?????? But they were funny though lol
This the true definition of a slow life in another world
