This whole arc is about lust vs love (love will prevail typeshit). But since the start of this story Saku has no received love without strings attached from Renji. He does get respect on dates, when he’s sleeping, when he’s in public, when he’s been raped. It’s always got to be about Renji…so idk this is more of an arc of lust vs lust and Salu proving himself again even though he had been doing that the previous arc too?
This story has reslly pretty illustrations and all. I am a tragic and angst romance enjoyer but the pacing of it is so quick and the mc gives up when the guy even looks at another omega. Like just eye contact = it’s over + terminate his contract + he’ll never be satisfied with me. BOTHINGS HAPPENED YET
Yk this could have gone so angsty…like when the director kicks out the mc during his rut (not that serious) I was prepared for the situation to be that betas can’t alleviate rut/heat symptoms cuz the lack the pheromones/chemicals the body is releasing for. Really had the potential to be more gut wrenching










Saku’s idea of love is: feeling like true equals (even though the system is unfair to him). In sacrifice: he overcompensated by being emotionally distant but is trying to open up again.
Renji’s idea of love is: lust and control (he is mainly comments on how Saku reacts to his own actions)
In sacrifice: he *SOMETIMES* holds back and doesn’t touch Saku when he’s horny in non appropriate situations.
Renji treats Saku like a dog, a thing and something to possess. I have not forgiven Renji for the restaurant incident.