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How are people not understanding this…? The whole point, zerkin let the MC crawl his way up for control. It was SO the MC can get traumatized and have him dance in his hand. Every single train up was a lesson. And at the end of it, all those trains, Zerkin is also trying to say “it’s better for you to be here with me than over there” he’s TRYING to break him. Hello!!! The MC is now a sex addict and he wasn’t in the beginning of the story. Even tho zerkin is saying he did all that for “love” I mean what a shitty way to express his love lol. But we already knew he’s fucked up and everyone that played a role.
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Tbh I can see why everyone hates the story and the author. Cuz it’s so realistic to human trafficking. And with the way how everything is run with dirty money and the hierarchy within the bad guys. It’s real.
And the thing with crazy people once they get hooked on you, there’s no rational explanation to their actions. They will hurt you and abuse you and use you like a slave/cum dumpster, and once you no longer put a fight they kill you. Or if you put too much of a fight, they kill you.
Or usually victims like this irl end up falling in love with their kidnapper (or get killed.) and have given up all hope and their sense of life.
Aka #trauma
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The author just described what happens in the dark side of society but with pretty boy characters. Plus this author isn’t the only one who wrote about not consensual sex. 9999999% of yaois is toxic and rape anyway. That’s why I think people dislike this story more bc it’s much more realistic. And yeah I get there’s no plot about who the fuck zerkin is and how did the MC end up poor etc. but there’s other yaois who have way less info and ppl still fond over it.
Anyway I think the writer did a good job executing zerkin’s thought process and the MC’s and how the MC slowly realizing how there’s no escape.
Anyway do I like this yaoi? It’s whatever lol I don’t love or dislike it. Just adding another one to my list of read.