I've been reading this, but somewhere I completely lost track of the plot... What are the goals in this story?... Is it just shuri finding out she is loved and mending her relationship with the members of the family, or is there something else?
I think this is one of the most distressing you I have read in a loooong while. The MC is so kind, he raised the "ML", took care of him, and all he gets in return is this sorry excuse of a human being that can't respect any of his wishes that involves the "ML" to give up something...
And you may argue there were other yaoi like that, but I hate this one more, cause there is no love or desire in the MC heart for the "ML", he is disgusted of himself and utterly broken. In Killing Stalking at least it was two bad individuals, a stalker and a killer and there relationship was just rotten from the start. However in this one, the MC is super kind, has a family, RAISED the "ml" when no one wanted to.
I have so many mixed feelings over this... It already felt off because they had been teacher and student, then how messy everything just became. I felt Yuri was just so pushy at some points, but at the same time, Seonwoo was so distant and really avoidant. And what really makes me a bit weirded out is that I still don't feel Seonwoo loves Yuri, I sort of think they are good for each other, but even to the end the MC was talking about how bad he feels to be in this relationship... It was a good story, cause it did depict some interesting topics in a sort of realistic way, but I felt in the end they still lacked reciprocity
I get this is yaoi and most of the time I like the sex scenes, but the scene in the hospital was so nonsensical. Firstly, i DOUBT there isn't anesthesia in their universe, it makes no sense to make the uke go such unbearable pain. Secondly, why have them sit like that? They could lay the uke down and the seme do it while properly seeing what he is doing. And lastly, REALLY? YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX RIGHT AFTER THE UKE WENT THROUGH A REALLY PAINFUL AND TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE? Let the uke rest for Christ sake. This could've been a really sweet scene and I just couldn't get over how needlessly sexual they made this whole thing.